Let Me Love You Again
Chapter 87

Jess

Andrew opened the door and immediately pushed the stroller with the twins to enter, I followed him slowly. Andrew tried to make as little noise as possible, hoping that that way he would prevent the twins from waking up, but he didn’t realize that the children would wake up whenever they wanted and claim what belonged to them.

I took off my children’s bag and put it next to the sofa before I sighed on it. I closed my eyes and breathed the smell of home. After three days in the hospital, it was a pure pleasure to be finally home although I knew that the peace would not last for long.

Andrew sat next to me and moved my hair from my face, I leaned to his touch immediately feeling my body relax as it always happened with him.

“Are you tired?” he asked softly.

I opened my eyes and I collided with his grey, God how much I wanted to jump on him at that time, no matter how tired I was, I would have wanted but we could not, directives of the gynaecologist. No s*x for the next six weeks.

“Are you hungry?”

I looked at him from head to toe, undressing him with my eyes and imagining those hands on me in six weeks. God, I had a problem with this man.

“Food, Jess, not d**k.”

“I prefer the second option,” I said with a sigh.

Andrew quietly laughed “Six weeks Mrs Spring” and leaned over and kissed me on the lips.

“I won’t survive six weeks without it,” I complained, Andrew and I had always been physical people, we had never separated for long periods, we couldn’t survive without each other, without seeing each other, kissing each other, touching each other.

Andrew and I were one soul divided into two bodies and now our soul had created these two little beings who slept blissfully in their stroller.

“When we can, I’ll f**k you until you lose track of time and space, love,” Andrew said.

“Don’t say these things,” I warned him and stroked his cheek.

Andrew was leaning towards me, his hands resting on the sides of my head to support himself as he rubbed his nose against mine. I surrounded his neck with my arms, enjoying that moment of tranquillity and fullness with the man of my life and the father of my children.

“We have children Andrew,” I said, still amazed and happy.

“We have beautiful children, Amore,” he replied, smiling at me.

I still couldn’t believe that they were here, I was afraid that it was all a dream, that I would wake up at any moment and that I had imagined everything.

“You’re beautiful,” I said to Andrew, looking him straight in the eye and passing his fingers through his silky blond hair, “You’re my dream come true, Andrew, I love you more than anything in the world, you’re right after our children,” I said, I couldn’t contain myself.

“You’re my queen, Jess. I didn’t think I could love you more, but you always amaze me” Andrew leaned more and kissed me again and I sighed happily in his arms.

“Now, my queen, what do you want to eat,” he said, getting up.

“Apart from you? I don’t know, what do you want to cook, my king?” I said, putting my hands on his chest.

“For you, I would cook the world,” he said seriously, making me laugh, but immediately I bit my lips to avoid making a noise.

“I’m afraid to move them into cribs,” Andrew said, looking at the stroller, I put my hand over his muscular back.

“They should wake up soon to eat anyway,” I said, looking at the double stroller.

“Then it’d be better if I start making something to eat so I can help you out,” he said, getting up.

The moment he stood up his cell phone rang and he was rushing to get it without waking the children but it was too late. Chaos broke out in the apartment, and both Emma and Liam began to cry in despair. I immediately got up and picked up Liam who got desperate in my arms as Andrew hurried to pick up Emma with the phone in his ear.

“Yes?” he said.

Immediately I took off my shirt on one side and I lowered the cup of my bra, the breast hurt and it was full of milk and, as soon as I approached Liam to the n****e, he grabbed him with all the voracity he could and began to suck the milk hard, keeping her beautiful little green eyes closed.

Breastfeeding my children was something indescribable, there was nothing more magical for me, it connected me with them and made me forget the rest of the world completely.

I sat on the couch and watched Liam eat quietly, feeling his heart filled with love. All my life I never imagined that I could love someone more than I love Andrew, but all I had to do was look at my child and fall madly in love with them. I would have thrown myself into flames for them, put the world at their feet, destroyed it if necessary, all for my children.

“We’re home, Nate,” Andrew said, sitting next to me as he cradled little Emma, “No, we were going to do it”.

I frowned, I didn’t know what he was talking about, and then I looked back at my wonderful Liam with his mouth attached to my n****e as he ate.

“But don’t you have a home?” Andrew asked, getting up from the couch, “It’s always Maya’s fault,” I heard as he walked away.

I soon heard the voice of Nate and Maya.

“I bring you dinner and you complain?” my brother said.

“You woke the kids, Nate” Andrew complained.

“What about this princess?” Maya said.

I didn’t move at all from my seat but looked up as Maya walked into the living room with Emma in her arms. Maya rocked her lovingly and had Axel watching her closely, as he did with anyone who touched Emma.

“Hey, Jess,” my friend said as she sat next to me and kissed me on the cheek.

Maya was strangely radiant, although she was a little bit fuzzy. She had a smile on her face. Her hair was gathered in a high tail and she was wearing a wide and wide dress, which concealed her curves in the slightest, lately, she had become rounder and I didn’t understand why she covered it up when she knew very well how she could make every man collapse at her feet.

“To what do I owe so much happiness?” I asked as Liam came off his tit.

“Can’t I be happy to see my best friend?”

“Mmmmmh,” I said as Nate stood in front of me.

“Give him to me,” he said, stretching out his arms.

I rolled my eyes and handed Liam to him while Maya handed me Emma allowing me to start breastfeeding her too.

“Do you have something to say to me, Dare?” I asked Maya who was looking at me.

Maya smiled, a smile so sweet it melted everything and with that, I knew something had happened.