The Alpha's Exchanged Mate
The Alpha’s Exchanged Mate – Chapter 119

Edwina’s POV…

Exhaustion reeked through the whole of my body as I threw myself into the bed. Spending the whole day next to Sonia was one hell of a draining job. I really appreciate the caretakers and helpers who stay by sick people.

My back aches badly. I had been sitting all day, ensuring that she didn’t move her leg too much and end up straining it. Becca had offered to sit in place, but I had declined. And also, I told Athena to rest for the day since she was all out looking after her sick mother.

I hoped to the moon goddess that my nephew or niece was doing safely. I must admit I was really scared about something going wrong with them.

Now to the question that has been lingering in my mind all day? Shouldn’t I try to birth a child now? Ben had put me on a contraceptive pill to prevent me from carrying his child, as the fear of me birthing a child with no wolf scared him so much.

I wonder if Xander also thought so of me, even though I don’t feel that attached to him yet. I don’t mind carrying his child. Aside from that, it certainly is my obligation as the pack’s Luna. The alpha needs an heir.

The thought of discussing it with Xander came to mind. At the same time, I didn’t want to sound desperate. I learned about that from Ben; I don’t want to be trampled on this time around.

Even if I wanted it, there was no certainty that he also wanted the same. Would need to put all of it on pending. I lay on the bed, stretching my back. I felt the need to have a nice cold shower. Undressing myself, I got into the bathtub filling it up with water.

If Becca had been here, she would have prepared my bath. I was feeling lazy about doing much work. So, I just laid in it, not standing up to get my soap or the scented flowers. The moment my water filled my body up, I got completely covered by it.

I rested my head against the tub with my eyes closed, loving the feel of the water on my skin. Opening my eyes, I saw Ben walk towards me completely naked.

“Ben….”my voice came out in a whisper, “what are you doing here?”

“Shhh.” He placed a slender finger on his lips, asking me to stay quiet.

I obeyed him feeling excited at his presence, and he lowered himself into the bathtub. Separating my thigh with his hand and laying in between them.

“You want a baby?” He whispered into my ears, making me shiver.

“Yes.” I m****d as his voice sent shivers down my spine. I let out in a pant.

Just then, I could feel the water draining out from the tub until I could only feel my butt sitting on water. He grinned when our eyes met, kissing me gently on the lips as he trailed his mouth to my neck, placing love bites on every part of my neck. I m****d and gripped tightly onto his shoulders when he dipped two fingers inside of me, stroking me gently and wildly at the same time.

I rammed myself against his fingers f*****g every inch of his. He grabbed my breath, squeezing and also skillfully rubbing at my nipples. I was going crazy at his touch.

When he noticed I was about to climax, he forced the finger put, making me gasp for air.

“You want this?” He asked, dangling his d**k in front of me like one would a piece of meat to a dog.

Running my eyes through his body seductively, I stretched out my hands, held onto his butt, and lowered his d**k right inside of me. Since I was the one pushing him in, I could feel all of his length settling into the bit of my belly. He remained that way, staring at me. I panted as I ground my self against him, trying to take in all of him. Scared he would stop pleasing me.

All of a sudden, he held both of my hands up behind my head, still looking me straight in the eye. Without changing his position, Ben f****d all of my insides.

His thrust pushed in deeper at every pace, and I screamed my lungs out at every penetration. I feel like I might pass out at this point.

At a faster pace, I bit on my lips hard as I reached my peak. A knock on the door got my attention as I opened my eyes, only to look down and realize I was the only one in the bathroom, and I had been the one finger f*****g myself.

I released my hand, feeling very ashamed of myself for having the urge to f**k a man who didn’t give a damn about me. It was more disappointing that I had been calling out his name all through it.

There were no lies that I was and still over heels in love with Ben, despite the betrayal and all that he did to me when we were together. I have been trying so hard to let go of his thoughts, but every chance I get to be alone, my mind works its way into making an image of him. Ben didn’t deserve me one bit, but my crazy heart still yearns for him. Just thinking about another man is cheating itself, especially since I am married to another man, and not just anyone but the alpha himself. I needed to do something about it as soon as I could. Xander and I aren’t connected that much yet; we hardly ever see each other, only on days we both want to f**k so bad. I sighed as I put on the faucet to wash off my cum.

My heart rate picked up as the knock came on again. I hoped to the heavens my noise didn’t get out. If that were the case, I’d be so dead. And I won’t be surprised if Xander does murder me with his bare hands.