Let Me Love You Again
Chapter 135

Nate

I opened my eyes when a desperate cry came to me from the baby monitor. I rubbed my eyes and grabbed my phone. It was 3:00 in the morning. It had been a little over an hour since she woke up.

I sat on the bed and I turned to Maya. She slept blissfully with just my shirt on, she was standing next to me and holding the blanket in her hands. I sighed and got up and went to Ali’s room.

When I came in, my eardrums were completely pierced by her crying. I hurried to pick her up, to keep Axel from waking up.

As soon as I picked her up, Ali stopped screaming and looked at me with her blue eyes still full of tears as I swayed slowly with her in my arms. I bent down to give her a gentle k**s on the forehead and then I looked at her.

“What’s wrong with you this time?” I said softly, “I changed you an hour ago, so it can’t be the diaper. Maybe you’re hungry?” I asked her again how she could answer.

I didn’t have any milk. Maya hadn’t thrown any more that night, thinking that she would get up to nurse her and instead she slept blissfully as if nothing had happened, as if the house was not shaken by Ali’s cries.

I sighed and went to the room with Ali in my arms. I sat on the bed and I rested with my back to the headboard, cradling her lovingly.

“Daddy” heard Axel’s sweet voice and looked up, finding him on the doorstep rubbing his tired eyes.

I smiled at him and then I hit him on the bed next to me, beckoning him to come over. Axel did not repeat it twice and approached the bed. I helped him up and went, crawling near Maya, crouching against her and sighing satisfied when he found the right position.

I watched him as his eyes closed gently, until he fell completely asleep, his breath heavy and I looked at him for a moment, and then I looked again at my little girl who was sleeping blissfully in my arms, in peace as I felt myself.

*****

I walked into my parents’ garden. It was Dad’s birthday, and as usual, Mom had planned a big party to celebrate it. I looked at the people who were beginning to fill the garden of my parents’ house while I was swinging from one side to the other with one hand on my head covered with a little wool hat of Ali, I had put it in the baby carrier that I had attached to my body, so that she could be attached to my chest and I could keep someone from getting too close to her. Was I possessive? Of course I was. We were always talking about my baby. I had to have eyes and ears everywhere, especially when she was going to be a teenager.

Alison now had a month, a month of pure happiness in our lives. After the first days of disorientation, in which he barely slept and so it was for us, Ali had calmed down and slept much more, waking up only a few times when he was hungry.

Axel had taken the presence of his sister more than well, all too well. The time when he was at home he spent staying close to me or Maya, it depended on who had Ali. He liked to observe her, and control her above all. He always had to make sure that everything was as it should be and that nobody was sick. I was very proud of him and how he behaved as a little boy as I had taught him.

I heard Ali yawn and I looked over at her as she stretched out slightly and continued to sleep blissfully in my arms, I kissed her little head again and looked around.

Maya was walking out of the house hand in hand with Axel, yelling at him for something that little punk definitely did at home. Axel nodded as if nothing had happened, with one hand in his trouser pocket. I smiled and looked at my beautiful wife.

She was so beautiful that she took my breath away and made me stand on my d**k like we hadn’t f****d in months, actually. It hadn’t even been six weeks of no s*x for Nate and Maya, so I always found myself with a f*****g painful e******n without being able to do anything to calm her down. I had tried to talk to my c**k, but he didn’t want to know, he didn’t care about the veto at all, the moment I saw Maya, he stood at attention to get noticed, to get her attention, and every time Maya noticed my hard c**k, he smiled and gave him all the attention possible and imaginable, most of the time it all ended with a really scary blowjob. But it wasn’t enough.

I missed being able to play with Maya’s inviting p***y, feeling her pounding on my tongue as she came and savoring her wonderful taste and here’s the hard c**k again.

I looked at her, with her green elephant-bottomed pants highlighting that fabulous a*s I couldn’t wait to play with. The white lace top that highlighted her breasts swollen because of the milk, along with the elegant pink jacket that she wore tied only to a button on the abdomen.

That morning, when I saw her dressed like that, I wanted to jump on her, but she stopped me, recalling the veto, that I wanted to f**k off that morning, as well as imposing myself to stay away because she was doing her hair and God, The way she tied her hair up in a high ponytail, the way that brought out that beautiful neck, made me want to rip her clothes off and f**k her on the fresh grass.

God, I needed to get laid. We’d never been this close to each other before, and the distance was starting to make itself felt, especially in me, because it seemed like Maya didn’t miss me at all, No, she was completely focused on making up for the months she missed in medical school.

It seemed like the only one suffering from lack of s*x was me.

I sighed and watched as she continued to scold Axel.

“Watch out, Lucas, sliding on his drool,” she heard Devon say behind my back.

“Oh I see it, a huge puddle,” Lucas said.

I turned to her and watched as they approached with the children in their arms. Lucas held it straight, one hand under his booty and the other over his belly, Miles, who had his back resting on his father’s chest as he looked around with his doe eyes. Devon was holding Megan in the exact same position, only she was more intent on showing herself. In fact, Megan was straight and looked around as if she were a princess, sporting the outfit that Jess had bought her, I knew because she had bought one similar to Ali that I had categorically refused to put them.

“Someone’s acting like a princess,” I commented, watching Megan pose.

“She’s not a princess,” Lucas said, looking at his daughter.

“She’s a f*****g queen!” Devon added laughing and Megan imitated him clapping her hands cheerfully.

I laughed when I looked at her, “You’ll create a huge ego for her,” I said, looking at them.

“That’s better. The men will have to fall at her feet,” Lucas said.

“Or women. Who will she prefer,” Devon added.

I rolled my eyes and looked back at Maya, who had picked up Axel and walked up to the buffet table, making him drink from a glass.

“Hey loverboy, stop looking at her like that, soon your drool will be all over her,” Devon said.

“Forget him, he’s a man in love,” Lucas said.

“He’s a horny man” ribettè Devon.

“That too,” Lucas laughed, “How long has it been since you’ve had s*x?”

“Shut up Lee,” I said with clenched teeth.

“Ohhhh, the lack of s*x is starting to make itself felt,” Devon commented cheerfully.

“Since when is my s*x life of interest to you?” I commented sour.

“Since she was so miserable, it made you nervous with one hello. There’s never been such a long time to leave Nate Dare without s*x,” Lucas said.

“You’ll pay for it,” I commented.

“What?” Maya’s melodious voice reached me.

I turned to her and enlightened as the two harpies laughed “Nothing” I said ignoring them.

“We were just commenting on your s*x life,” Devon said.

Maya pulled herself up and looked at them grimly, only to be imitated by Axel who looked at them the same way “I really hope you get an intestinal flu so strong that you won’t get laid for weeks,” Maya said before turning around and leaving.

“Wow” comment Devon with a whistle.

“Someone is hysterical,” Lucas commented behind Maya’s back.

I shook my head and followed her like a little dog as she entered the house and went like a fury into my room. Once inside she took off her jacket and top, releasing her voluptuous breasts. I looked at her enchanted for a moment and I noticed the loot that had formed in my throat.

“Nate, stop looking at me like a fish,” Maya said sitting on the bed.

I shook my head, trying to pick myself up, and I pulled Ali out of her fanny pack, and then I passed it on and let her breastfeed her. I sat on the bed next to her as Axel settled on my lap and started playing with my watch.

I just stood there watching Maya nursing, and I felt like a 15-year-old when a hot substitute teacher came to teach us. I wanted to play teacher and student with Maya, maybe I’d end up tied to the bed with her on top of me.

“Wipe the drool from your mouth,” Maya said without looking away from Ali.

“It’s not my fault you’re f*****g sexy Mrs Dare,” I said, enchanted.

“Lack of s*x is getting to you,” she commented.

“You, you” Axel repeated.

“Or maybe it’s just your beauty blinding me,” I said.

Maya looked up and smiled at me and my heart galloped. It was all I needed.