The Luna's Pure Heart
The Luna’s Pure Heart – Chapter 90

(Rachel pov)

Well, it’s official, any liquid courage I might have had before has officially worn off..but apparently it isn’t needed anymore. I must have hinted enough to my two mates that me and my wolf Nastya are ready for this..that still baffles my mind. Two mates, how did I get lucky enough to receive not one but two handsome men from the moon goddess.

Life hasn’t always been easy coming from B***d Moon..and to be honest, I struggled hard to move past those horrible memories of what happened to my family. I still have nightmares some nights..the nagging question of why still swirls around me today..why did I live and my family die..why was a small child like Elle so much stronger and braver than a teen like me? To be honest, I always envied Eleanor Winters..the way she was so kind-hearted and always positive even though she has seen just as much tragedy as the rest of us. At least I had a few more years with my sister and parents..poor Elle had them taken away from her when she needed them most.

But she would always find a way to reveal the better side of life..that side that would always give me a reason to keep living..even if it was as small as picking flowers and appreciating the beauty in the simplest of things.

Now she has brought the most amazing thing in my life..my mate’s. I don’t know if I could ever truly repay her for all that she has done for me..but I will spend the rest of my life trying.

“Kitten, what are you thinking.” Lance’s smooth voice filled me and pulled me out of my thoughts.

I turned my head slightly, Lucas was checking us in and we were waiting for him to get the room key.

“Just about how lucky I am to have you two.” I smiled softly, seeing his eyes sparkle from my honesty.

I have never felt so comfortable in my life around two people than I have with Lucas and Lance. They see me..the real me. Even behind my shy reserved exterior, they can dive past that and I have never felt so wanted and cared for in my life. I was just worried they didn’t see me in a romantic way..but how Lance was looking at me right now and the way Lucas rushed us toward this hotel..I now know that was just a deep seeded fear.

Suddenly Lance yanked me towards him, causing my body to press flush against his chest. He wore a black silk shirt with black pants..the top two buttons of his shirt were undone and his hair was a shaggy sexy mess..he looked absolutely divine.

“I must disagree there Kitten..I do believe we are the lucky ones.” His words were like honey, slowly dripping down my body and causing a shiver to shudder through me.

I looked up into his big silver eyes and felt like he could eat me alive at any moment..his lips inching closer and closer by the second and just before he pressed them against mine, Lucas appeared with the keys.

“Let’s go.” He said roughly, causing me to glance over at him.

He quickly reached out, gripping my hand as he began pulling me away from Lance and towards the elevator. I could see him and Lance were sharing some type of words over their mind link as we stepped passed the doors. Lucas quickly punched in our floor number and stood there stiffly.

‘Did I do something wrong?’

I linked to Nastya, feeling some type of tension now but wasn’t sure where to place it.

‘Their wolves are more than excited.’

Nastya giggled profusely..this girl I swear..she was ecstatic to find out we had two mates..she has always been a lot more outgoing than me. Especially when it comes to men..let’s just say she is a bit of a freak, surprising I know!

To be honest, when I first met Lucas in River Rock I thought he was the more daring one. Considering he made the first move and kissed me so abruptly and passionately..I thought it would be like that all the time..but he has been the more reserved one out of the two and I can tell he is making Lance hold back as well.

Lance is my goofy, outgoing, and just fun to be around guy..I have honestly never laughed so hard in my life until I met him. But I can tell he lets Lucas call the shots, especially in our relationship so far.

So..maybe Lucas is the one who isn’t fully into me..the mere thought alone made Nastya whimper as my own insecurities began to rise.

Lucas continued to hold my hand tightly while Lance wrapped his arm around my waist and began tracing small circles onto my side, causing me to relax instantly.

“Don’t get too much into your head beautiful, we are right here with you.” Lance reassured me and I nodded my head, glancing towards Lucas who was just staring straight ahead.

The elevator finally stopped and the doors slowly opened, then we were off..Lucas continued dragging me down the hallway, his grip on me unrelenting as we walked toward the last room at the end of the hall.

Lucas quickly slid the key card into the door and pushed it open. Upon entering the room my eyes widened with surprise as we walked into the most luxurious room I had ever seen..well besides the castle that is. I live on the Beta’s floor now but they gave me my own room..I was a little disappointed but felt too nervous to speak up and express what I really wanted.

Not anymore..I’m done sitting back and letting my life pass me by..I know what I want and tonight I’m going to go for it. If Lucas decides not to accept me..it will crush me, but I won’t regret putting myself out there..not one bit.

I looked around the huge room that had a living room, full kitchen, and even a bar. Lucas continued to drag me inside until he stopped at the kitchen.

“Do you want something to drink sweetie?” He asked me softly, his tone much different than the rigid posture he was showing.

I shook my head no and glanced over at Lance who was now smirking.

“I know what she needs.” He drawled, stepping closer to me as he tried to reach for my waist. It took one look from Lucas to stop him in his tracks and I swear I almost stomped my foot like a spoiled brat and wanted to throw a tantrum.

I felt pent up…I hated it, I have never felt like this in my life.

“Here, drink some water first.” Lucas reached into the fridge, grabbing a bottle of water as he opened it, and placed it into my hand.

I took a few sips while I looked around the kitchen awkwardly. Maybe it was me that ruined the mood? Was I too forward at dinner or something?

I could see Lance and Lucas’s eyes clouding over as I just about had enough. I thought they would be all over me..I thought they wanted me..was I wrong about everything?

“Maybe..maybe we should just go back to the castle..” I whispered, causing Lance and Lucas to whip their heads toward me. I hated how weakly my voice came out..but I guess that’s how I felt at this moment..

“Kitten, what’s wrong? Why did you say that?” Lance stepped towards me, his fingers intertwining with mine as sparks shot through me, making millions of butterflies explode in my stomach.

“Well..I just don’t want you guys to do something you don’t want to do..I mean I don’t want to force anything..maybe you don’t see me like that and you feel bad or something but I promise it’s okay you can tell me, I understand if things changed..” Oh goddess..it was like a car wreck happening in slow motion..the words kept tumbling out and even Nastya went into the back of my mind for that one. Before I could continue my rambling Lucas stepped forward now, placing his hand on my chin and stopping me mid-sentence.

“You think we don’t want you?” His eyes flashed, making me gasp as I looked into his burning stare.

I just nodded my head, not wanting to say another word after that embarrassing outburst.

“Rachel..we have never wanted something so much in our damn lives..I just want us to go slow and be gentle with you.” He admitted, causing my breathing to hitch as my heart began beating erratically.

“I don’t want you to be gentle, I just want you..both of you.” The words escaped me, causing both of my mate’s eyes to widen in surprise.

‘All out on the table.’

Nastya reminded me and I took a deep breath, taking a step closer to my mates.

“I want you to take me any way you please..I want you to claim me.” I glanced between them, witnessing their mouths physically drop open as Lance was on me in an instant, like that was all the permission he needed.

“f**k Kitten, that was so sexy.” His fingers threaded into my hair, causing a soft whimper to leave me as his lips were soon on mine. I hadn’t kissed Lance yet, and boy was I not prepared for the impact it would make on me.

Lance’s mouth fused to mine instantly, his soft full lips gliding across me as the scent of pears filled me. I raised my hands, pressing them against his firm chest, feeling his hard muscle as I m****d with pleasure. Parting my lips, his tongue slipped inside of me as I welcomed him eagerly, letting him explore every crevasse of my mouth as our tongues danced together.

When he finally pulled away, I gasped for air, feeling my stomach flip as he began trailing small k****s down my jaw. I glanced behind him, locking eyes on Lucas as he stood there watching intently.

“Lucas.” I breathed, feeling like I wasn’t complete..I needed him too..I needed to feel his hands on me, exploring me and touching me.

Lucas stepped forward, his hands in his pockets as his eyes locked onto my own.

“Tell me what you want sweetie..what do you need?” His voice was husky..the way he spoke was almost in a pleading tone..he needed me to say it, to confirm I didn’t just want one of them..that I needed both.

“Touch me, I need you Lucas..I need both of you.” The l**t and desire consumed me, making me say the things I never thought I could but that I had always wanted since the moment I met these men.

That was all Lucas needed, before I knew it he was now behind me, his hands sliding across my a*s as he felt every curve slowly.