Let Me Love You Again
Chapter 97

Maya

Nate went into Axel’s room and I followed him. My child was standing in his bed, clinging to the bars and he was screaming at the top of his throat, his face full of terror and tears that ran down his cheeks.

As soon as he saw Nate he squealed even more and pushed himself to get out. Nate picked him up and immediately Axel grabbed onto him almost as if he wanted to stick to his father’s body.

“Axel no alone,” he said in sobs.

It squeezed my heart and I passed a hand on his back. Nate began to rock him slowly as he kissed him on the cheeks. I took his pacifier and put it in his mouth as Axel began to close his eyes.

As his body became heavy and his arms dangled, Nate approached to leave him in his bed.

As Nate leaned over to leave him in bed, Axel shut his eyes and spit out his pacifier, screaming like a madman and clinging to Nate’s neck.

“NO!” he screamed loudly as he struggled.

“Wait, don’t put him in bed,” I said to Nate.

Nate retreated and began to rock him as Axel rested his head on his shoulder.

“Don’t you want to sleep?” Nate asked.

Axel shook his head, “Axel no alone,” he said again, his voice trembling.

Nate looked at me with broken eyes, I sighed and went out of the room, followed closely by Nate. We sat on the sofa, Axel in the arms of his father while his eyes became thinking and slowly he went back to sleep.

“Do you think I should give it another try and get it back into bed?” Nate said.

I shook my head, “Try to put him on the sofa and hold one hand over him,” I said, looking at him.

Nate moved gently and quietly and laid Axel down on the sofa, putting a pillow under his head. After lying Axel comfortably next to him, he put a hand on his abdomen and remained so. Axel in his sleep grabbed his hand with his little hands and breathed deeply as his body relaxed.

Nate and I looked at him, and I felt a lump in my throat.

“Not good,” I said with a whisper.

“I think he’s traumatized by being alone,” Nate said, continuing to look at him.

“Do you think we should take him to a specialist?”

“Let’s give him a few days to understand that he won’t be taken away from us, let’s see what happens first and then act accordingly,” he said.

I put my head on his shoulder and sighed, both of us remained silent.

*****

Axel came from heartbreaking days. He had barely managed to wake up to eat before collapsing completely again. This time he had such a heavy sleep that Nate could put him back to bed. This time he did not move in the slightest and had been sleeping in a row for hours.

I came out of the bathroom with a towel tied around my body and I went to the room where I found Nate lying on the bed with his cell phone in his hand while writing messages.

I frowned and turned to the closet.

“Are you responding to any admirers on Instagram?” I asked sourly.

“Have you checked my phone?” he asked playfully.

“I told you, I took your phone to make an appointment with the gynaecologist,” I said, dropping the towel and staying naked before putting on my panties.

“So you thought you should check it out?” he asked again.

I made a very growling sound before I put on his shirt and turned to him with my hands on my h**s.

“It’s not my fault you keep getting messages from women trying to suck your d**k,” I said.

Nate raised an eyebrow, “The only thing I let me suck on is you, mon amour,” he winked.

I crossed my arms across my chest and started tapping my foot on the floor.

“Don’t try to change the subject, Dare,” I said, “Who were you talking to on the phone?”

“You’re awfully sexy when you’re jealous,” he said, taking off his blankets and trying to get up.

“Don’t try it” I immediately stopped him with my hand.

Nate froze in half motion, holding his hands on the mattress as he lifted and his torso reclined.

“Who were you talking to?” I asked again, spelling out every single word.

Nate bent his head to the side and laughed, “With my sister. Do you want to check?” he said, taking his cell phone and handing it to me.

I grabbed him and watched him out of the corner of my eye. The chat with Jess was open. Jess would ask him how it was today and how Axel was doing, and then there were various threats to my health.

I sighed relieved, I don’t know why, but I did. When I saw all those chats that afternoon with all those women flirting with him, I was trembling, I was scared shitless that he would find better, even though we were married, even though he told me every day how much he loved me, but with the pregnancy and the extra pounds that I could already feel on my body, I wasn’t so sure. Plus they put in all those high-strung hormones that made me jump at every single thing.

I did a kidnapped check on his phone before I felt his arms around me lifting me and gently throwing me on the bed.

I fumbled and the phone flew out of my hand, falling to the floor.

“Are you trying to distract me from some message I don’t have to read?” I said as he got on the bed like a lion and looked at me.

He opened my legs and got in the middle of it before putting himself on top of me, holding himself on his elbows so as not to weigh on me.

“Not at all,” he said, “You’re so f*****g hot when you’re so jealous and quarrelsome, you make me hard as a rock right away,” he continued, rubbing his crotch against my centre to make me feel the effect I had on him.

Even if I didn’t want to, a slight g***n escaped my lips and he immediately took the opportunity to stick his tongue in my mouth. I grunted in his mouth and I immediately put my fingers in his hair, pushing his mouth against mine, as I surrounded him with my legs. I rubbed myself against him immediately feeling a warmth pervading my body as my k**s became more hungry and aggressive.

“Mmmh,” Nate said as he tried to pull himself away from my lips, but I squeezed him harder, “If you continue like this, you’ll consume me, Mrs Dare,” he said in the k**s.

“Nate,” I said, looking at him seriously, “Less talk. More action,” I said.

“As she commands,” Nate said, lifting my shirt and revealing my breasts.

My n*****s were already swollen and they were hurting me like my breasts were swollen and it looked like they wanted to explode.

Immediately Nate grabbed a breast with his lips and began to suck with strength, making me m**n and wiggle under him while I felt the top of my thighs get irremediably wet.

“Nate,” I said in a g***n.

“Yes love?” he said, looking at me, his blue eyes were darkened by desire.

“I’m soaking wet,” I said honestly.

Nate gave me a mischievous smile, and as he was about to take off my panties, a desperate cry burst again.

“MOMMY!” cried Axel in agony.

We both snapped and got up to run to Axel who was in his bed crying desperately at the lungs. As soon as I saw him I pulled him up and he clung to me, hurting me as well, and never coming off.

“Shhhh, my baby. I’m here,” I said, feeling my heart shatter.