Let Me Love You Again
Chapter 73

Maya

Five months later

I moved my pelvis slowly, making slow, sinuous movements as Nate grabbed my h**s and threw his head into the pillow, moaning silently.

I bowed my head and bit my l*p trying to prevent my own g****s from being heard by the little beast who was surely awake in the other room.

I laid my hands on his on my h**s and bent forward to k**s him. Nate g*****d in my mouth when I moved again and felt it deeper and I g*****d in his mouth too. I left my grip on his hands and grabbed the headboard, holding me while Nate grabbed my butt fiercely and began to push inside me with so much force that the sound of his balls slamming against me was the only thing you could hear in the room beside our choked-up m***s.

I put my forehead on his neck and bit his skin as my body stiffened under his thrusts until he touched exactly that point that made me disintegrate completely. I came so furiously that I almost screamed and bit Nate harder on the collarbone. Nate grabbed my buttocks and kept pushing inside me furiously, riding my o****m, until he sank one last time and stopped, emptying himself completely inside me and grunting through his tight teeth.

We stood still while he put his hands on my back and gently caressed my bareback.

I lifted my head and looked at him in the blue eyes still veiled by the o****m just passed and kissed him passionately and Nate answered with as much passion, he moved my short hair to the side and stroked my shoulder, causing me chills along my back.

“Mmmmh Mrs Dare you’ve been feeling thirsty these last few days,” said Nate, and I rubbed myself on him, my sensitive breasts against his chest. The contact made me g***n as I still felt it inside me and began to imperceptibly move my pelvis, trying to make him hard again.

“Mom! Daddy!” I heard my little critter’s voice coming from his room.

Nate grabbed my h**s and blocked my movements, letting out a lament “Maya” said Nate, as I continued to wriggle from him and began to lick his neck and fill him with k****s, feeling him becoming hard imperceptibly.

“DADDY!” Axel yelled again and I m****d when I heard Nate’s d**k come to life.

Nate moved and threw me on the bed and a cheerful shout escaped me, glad to have won. But Nate kissed me on the lips and slid out of me before he got out of bed.

I snorted and left me soft in the blankets while Nate laughed and slowly dressed.

“Daddy, daddy, daddy, daddy, daddy,” Axel started singing on speakerphone.

The last few months had flown like a dream. Axel was a year old now, and as much as I didn’t want to, he had grown up quickly and started talking more and too much. He couldn’t stand still for a moment. Since he had started to walk without the help of anything and no one, many times we had to run after him to prevent him from doing damage like a few months ago, in the middle of summer. One Sunday, we were at Nate’s parents’ house, and we were all by the pool.

Me, Nate, Lucas, Devon, Andrew, and Jess with their big bellies. Nate’s parents went on vacation and asked us to check out the house so Nate and Jess took turns staying in. That day it was so hot that we decided to stay together at home and take advantage of the pool that we had always exploited during the years of high school.

Unfortunately for the whole summer we had not yet gone to the beach so that was also the opportunity for Axel to stay a little’ in the water and have fun. The whole time he had done nothing but quiver on the deck and, the moment we were all distracted by Jess, Axel had gotten out of hand and no one had noticed anything but a splash in the water. I turned around and saw Axel collapse into the water while Nate immediately dived into the water to retrieve it.

All I remember is Axel’s little red face, before I almost had a heart attack from fear, Nate dragging him for a frightening moment and then trying to wriggle to swim free. I don’t think I’ve ever been as scared as I was at that moment, I felt my body completely immobilized and I couldn’t do anything except look at it. Fortunately, Nate had the quickest reflexes of mine and had recovered it immediately.

From that moment on I began to have eyes even when I slept because Axel had taken the bad habit of being able to escape from his bed and slip into ours, between Nate and me while we slept. Several times he had been scolded when he woke us up and started doing it in the morning, jumping on the bed like a grasshopper and screaming. Sometimes I wondered what he would do when he was older, seeing how much he was hurting me now that he was a year old.

I sighed and closed my eyes as Nate came out of the room and went to Axel who, as soon as Nate opened the door to his room, shouted “Daddy!”.

I laughed and got up, too, starting to get dressed as Axel began to repeat “Dat, dat, dat” trying to say Bath.

“Yeah, we’re gonna take a bath,” Nate said.

Axel was super spoiled by Nate. He didn’t dare take a bath until Nate arrived and they did it together. It was a sort of tradition, a custom that Axel didn’t want to lose at any cost. Any hour of the day was fine as long as there was that moment when he was alone with his father and they enjoyed each other’s presence as if they were one entity.

After our little fight over Brad, Nate and I lived our days to the fullest more than ever. We hadn’t had any contact with him, but Nate was convinced that there was no need to be so calm because he thought something was moving.

Nate’s father had taken over my and Axel’s case and said that in the last few weeks there had been a reporter for a child to social workers, Nate had tried to reassure me, but I was not completely convinced. Brad had always been unpredictable, and I was always on alert, even though he had no rights.

I fixed the bed that I’d thrown away in the heat of ripping Nate’s clothes off, which has been happening a lot lately. I could no longer contain myself, although we were together for a long time, the passion never diminished and in recent times had even increased. Sometimes I would wake up at night in the throes of s****l cravings and all I had to do was feel his arm around my h**s to make me lose my mind and jump on him.

I didn’t really understand what was happening to me, but Nate wasn’t complaining too much, on the contrary, he was more than pleased when I woke him up with my mouth or my hands.

I finished making the bed, and then I went into the kitchen to make breakfast while I heard Axel’s amused screamers coming from the bathroom and shaking my head.

I could feel my stomach upside down from this night. I was just hoping that it wasn’t because of the dinner we had last night, since nausea was hitting me just then.

I put the coffee on while I made tea. It didn’t take long for Nate and Axel to get out of the bathroom. Axel was wrapped in his brand new Spiderman robe, the day before he and Nate had gone shopping and as usual, he had filled him with gifts, anything that Axel had asked him had bought him and now we had no place to put anything.

Nate had a towel tied around his h**s bare chest and wet by the bath and immediately, I inflamed. I looked like a pervert, but I couldn’t control myself when it came to my husband.

Nate walked safely while I licked my lips, and he put Axel in his table seat. I sighed as I put the bottle with milk and cookies to Axel and then take my tea and sit, feeling heartburn in my stomach and another in the middle of my legs.

I didn’t know if I wanted to throw up or jump on Nate.

“What time do we have to go to Jess?” Nate said, taking me away from my lustful thoughts.

“About lunchtime,” I answered, sipping my tea.

“Are you okay?” he asked, looking at me with my cup.

“I think last night’s soy noodles didn’t do me much good,” I said shrugging.

“Before we go to Jess, we should go to the pharmacy and get something,” he said.

I nodded in silence as Axel began to eat cheerfully, stuttering something incomprehensible.

Jess, my hysterical friend, was at the end of her pregnancy, as big as a whale and stuck in bed. The kids wouldn’t give her a break, and by the looks of it, from the latest scans, the male had turned around about a month ago, getting his head up and Jess had been stuck for 20 days, with a swollen belly until the baby had decided to turn over again and get back in place for childbirth.

Jess had suffered like a dog and Andrew was going to take her to the hospital when the child turned around at night.

That child was already expecting a fury if he had managed to move that way so little before childbirth.

From that moment on, Jess had not moved from the bed and that day we decided to go to her house to celebrate her past birthday since on her birthday we could not be present for a bad virus that had taken Axel.

Since it would be the last days of relative peace for them, we decided to get together and celebrate before the twins were born. Jess and Andrew had not yet decided the names of the children, they had explicitly said that they would give them at the time they would see them. I could only agree with them.

The moment you saw your baby, you knew exactly what his name was, that’s what happened with me and Axel.

I sighed and watched as Nate stared at Axel, who in the meantime was completely wasted, surely on purpose to divert him to another bath together.

“We have to go to the bakery to get some sweets,” I said, frowning as my stomach rebelled.

Nate nodded as I stood up and threw myself on the sink, throwing up the tea and finally the f*****g seafood soy spaghetti from the night before. I think I threw up my soul too, making noises that were very disgusting and unfeminine.

When it was over, I made a sound of relief, finally with my stomach free, and I cleaned the sink.

“Are you okay?” Nate asked as he approached me.

I nodded, “Very well now,” I said, finishing the cleaning.

“Hurry up and get dressed and I’m sure Axel will need another bath,” I said, turning around in his arms.

“Dat, dat, dat!” Axel shouted immediately.

“My skin is cracking from getting so many baths,” Nate complained.

I laughed and started cleaning the kitchen.