Let Me Love You Again
Chapter 41

Maya

I woke up with a warm body behind mine. I sighed when soft lips landed on my neck and shivered all over my body as a hand slipped under the shirt I was wearing as pajamas.

Nate passed his tongue under my ear and I stretched out groaning when Nate grabbed one breast with his hand while the other slowly crept under the fabric of my panties. I put my fingers between his soft locks and pushed my butt against him, feeling him hard against my thigh.

“Good morning,” I said sleepily as I was rubbing my butt against his hard d**k.

“Mmmh” he replies by storming my neck with k****s.

He brushed my clit with my thumb and I g*****d moving my head and giving him even more access to my neck which he took to nibble and suck the skin. He put two fingers on the humidity between my legs before to push them inside and started to move them while his free hand massaged my breast.

I turned my head, taking him off my neck, and caught his lips, and without delay I stuck my tongue in his mouth and violently collided it with his, groaning softly as they met.

I kept kissing him as his fingers went in and out of me, the sound of the movement of his fingers made me wet even more wet and almost reach o****m.

With no air, Nate pulled away from me and I grabbed his l*p with my teeth, pulling it.

“Hmm, I can see you’re upset this morning,” Nate commented with an amused flash.

He pulled out his fingers and pushed them back in with force, making me suppress a low g***n. I pulled him back towards me and kissed him as my other hand grabbed his wrist hidden between my legs as I began to move my pelvis in a circle against his fingers. With her thumb he caressed my c******s as my tongue danced with his. He removed his fingers again and violently sank them so that I immediately came around them. My body shook violently as the waves of o****m enveloped me completely and pushed me off a cliff.

When I relaxed, Nate pulled his fingers out of my briefs and I pulled off my lips. He looked me straight in the eyes, his blues were gloomy and a flash of desire sated him when he carried his fingers in his mouth and sucked them lasciviously. I followed his tongue hungry and as he worked on his fingers, licking all my o****m, while I felt a tight lower abdomen.

It seemed like my body could never get enough of him. Every time I saw him, I wanted to jump on him, and when we were out with Lucas and Devon, it was like he was calling back. I always needed to touch him, to feel him close to me. I always followed him with my eyes, not being able to control myself by earning Lucas’ comments.

Since Christmas we had never been apart, Nate spent every night at my appartment, even when I had a night shift, and we took every moment to roll naked somewhere. Last night, after announcing the end of the red monthly period, Nate had stuck me in the kitchen and bent me over the table before taking me from behind with such violence that it seemed that we hadn’t f****d in months. Not that I complained, I was as hungry as he was. I could never get enough. Many times I had woken him in the morning with my mouth on him, or I had slammed him on the couch and ridden until I had seen the stars.

For this reason I found it difficult, many times, to go out with our friends. I didn’t want to share it, even though Lucas forced me most of the time.

Many times we had gone to dinner with them, we had spent Sunday lunches with mine or his parents. It was as if my happy little family picture was finally created.

The only one missing from all of this was Jess, who continued to keep the press quiet, as I did, at the suggestion of Lucas, who was convinced that sooner or later she would cave. I wasn’t really convinced, I knew Jess, and I knew how stubborn she could be, and I was afraid that this wouldn’t go away easily unless I went to talk to her directly.

I watched as Nate gave me a mischievous smile before he moved my panties to the side, then lowered his boxers and released his straight hard d**k. I g*****d at the mere sight and lifted my leg wide open for him as Nate rubbed the tip into my wet entrance from the previous o****m.

I turned around and opened the bedside table, pulling out a condom before ripping it off and passing it to him. Nate snorted as he unrolled it on his d**k.

“I’m tired of these things,” he said after putting it on.

I bit my l*p and kissed him as he slowly pushed inside me to the hilt. He grabbed my leg and opened me wider, as he began to push fast inside me, our lips united, our tongues colliding. I put my fingers in his hair, grabbed them and pushed them against my mouth while Nate’s other hand wandered under my shirt and rubbed my breasts, not squeezing them too hard. I g*****d and pushed my pelvis against him and suddenly I found my face pressed against the mattress lying on my stomach while Nate kept my head in the cushions and sank even deeper into me.

I choked a m**n in my pillow when I felt my body being shaken with pleasure, almost close to o****m as Nate’s body hovered over mine and his pubis slammed against my butt, filling, along with our moaning the room.

Nate bent over and kissed me on the neck as he stopped and then began to rotate his pelvis slowly, sending me pleasure discharges all over my body. He took a handful of my hair in his hand and turned my head and then kissed me softly, I replied to the k**s by bumping my tongue against his tongue as he slowly moved his pelvis, entering and exiting me slowly. He pulled away from me and stood up, grabbing me by the h**s and lifting my butt while I was resting on my elbows. I turned my head and looked at him as he caressed my butt gently and looked back at me with a mischievous smile.

“Move, mon amour,” he said.

I g*****d and began to move, pushing my pelvis back and forth and impaling myself on his hard c**k. Nate threw his head back and put his hands on my h**s as I moved slowly, taking it down and groaning softly as I felt the o****m getting closer and closer.

I let him out again and Nate grabbed me by the h**s, throwing himself in with a violent push that made me come immediately. I twitched around him as he pushed inside me, riding the waves of my o****m. When my body stopped shaking. Nate came out of me, he felt the condom come off, and then he started rubbing his d**k between my asscheeks, groaning guttally as he moved, holding me still until he too reached o****m. He stopped and g*****d as he came over my a*s and my back. His c*m dripping down on the bed.

I fell between the sheets, smiling and satisfied, as Nate lay down next to me with a sigh as he retired on his boxers. I turned my head to the side and looked at him. His disheveled air, his eyes shimmering with that light after o****m that made him even more fabulous. He took a hand behind his head and turned to look at me.

“Don’t look at me like that, I could start the second round,” he said, winking.

I laughed and I approached him, I deposited a k**s on his pec and then I put my head on it, deeply inhaling his perfume mixed with mine.

“Tomorrow there’s a party at my parents’ for Dad’s birthday, my mom’s having a party at home.”

I snapped my head up and looked at him, “And you tell me now?” I asked in amazement.

“I remembered now” he defended himself.

“How can you forget your father’s birthday?!” I sat down, “That means Jess will be there,” I realized.

“Among other people,” Nate replied.

From the babymonitor came verses, a sign that Axel had woken up and was perky to play.

“I’ll go,” Nate said, getting up.

I threw myself on the bed with my head on the pillow and my arm over my eyes.

It would been the first time I’d seen Jess since the outburst in early January, and it had been over a month.

I wanted to talk to her, clear the air, but I didn’t know if she would give me a chance. I could see that she was terrified that things between me and Nate would affect our friendship, but it wasn’t the same for me, if things between me and Nate hadn’t gone well, and I say a great deal if because I wasn’t going to give him up, The situation wouldn’t have affected our friendship.

I wouldn’t lose Jess for Nate, and I didn’t want to lose Nate for Jess.

Verses pushed me to take my hands off my face and I looked next to me, where Nate was putting Axel on the bed. Axel was growing so fast, I couldn’t help but feel a pinch in my heart at the thought of how fast he was gonna grow up.

My baby started crawling on the bed as he approached me, making Nate laugh as he looked at him.

I couldn’t help but be proud of him. Over time, Nate and Axel had become inseparable. Very often I found them sleeping together in bed or taking a bath together.

I felt like I was living a dream every day, I came home and found my two men waiting for me cheerfully, and so it was the other way around. We looked like the picture of a happy family, everything that, when I found out I was pregnant, I wanted with Brad, before he crushed my dreams with one word, but that really could only be realized with Nate.

Axel caught up with me and threw himself at me while laughing cheerfully, Nate lay down next to me, while Axel kissed me in the mouth. I held it to myself and stuck my nose in his blond hair, inhaling his perfume.

“Today is Valentine’s Day,” Nate suddenly said.

Axel raised his head to the sound of his voice and looked at him, before reaching out to him and getting caught. He laid down on Nate’s chest and looked closely at his face. Sometimes it seemed as if Axel would rather be with Nate than me, as soon as he saw him he would scream and wriggle to get his attention.

Sometimes he just wanted him, got changed and washed by Nate who was slowly learning how to do it and became an expert.

“So?” I said looking at them.

Nate had turned his gaze to Axel and was passing his fingers through his blond hair, gently ruffling them while he quietly let him do it.

“So tonight you’ll look good and we’ll go out to dinner. I booked an Italian restaurant, I talked to your mother who’s having Axel all night so we can have the night off,” he said calmly.

“What if I have other plans?”

“That you didn’t inform your wonderful boyfriend and gorgeous baby about?” Nate turned his head towards me, his forehead frowning, and so did Axel.

Two pairs of blue eyes pointed at me, inquisitors. I snorted theatrically and stood up.

“You’re leading him astray,” I said as I walked toward the door.

“Mom’s jealous of our relationship,” Nate mumbled as I went to the bathroom and turned on the water to fill the tub.

I texted Lucas, and he called me immediately.

“Hey, mama, did you finish your morning f**k?” Lucas chirped cheerfully.

I sighed, “Yes, and it was very satisfying,” I retorted.

“Sheppar!” Lucas laughed, “Plans for the evening?”

“Dinner in an Italian restaurant” I answered sitting on the edge of the tub.

“Mmmh and then wild car s*x?”

“Can you think of anything other than s*x?”

“I could but why do it? Spit it out May May what do you need?”

“Did you talk to Jess?” I asked, sighing.

“Not quite. I tried the other day, but she told me to f**k off, I think she’s got some hormonal changes, she’s been unmanageable lately, but she’s coming to terms with herself. She had Presents for you and Axel, and last time, she talked about giving them to you. She’s gonna show up soon.”

I sighed and closed my eyes, feeling a bit of relief, “I miss her,” and I admitted with a cracking voice.

“I know babygirl. It’s a s**t situation for everyone, but see that it will be resolved, have a little more patience”

“It’s been over a month, Lucas, I want my best friend back,” I admitted, trying not to cry.

“And she misses you, if you weren’t two jerks you could live peacefully, but instead you’re two dickheads and why are you so emotional, May?”

“It’s the stupid pill that causes hormonal changes, I’m sure I’ll have to change it,” I said, wiping my tears.

“Do you take the pill and still let Nate use the condom?”

“But do you listen to me? It’s giving me trouble I can’t make him take off the condom if I have to change it soon,” I said

“If you say so,” he sighed, “So tonight, romantic dinner without a baby?”

“Yes and I don’t know what to wear. I don’t have many clothes and tomorrow there will also be a party for Mr Dare’s birthday and I don’t know what to put on,” I said heartily.

“This means shopping May May, maybe you’ll even buy yourself a sexy lingerie to show off for your man,” Lucas said.

I thought, “It’s not a bad idea.”

“Then I’ll see you after lunch, May, I’ll pick you up!” he hung up the phone and I sighed.

I turned off the water in the tub and got up, going first to the kitchen where I found Nate holding Axel who was attached to the milk bottle and drinking voraciously, with his hands clinging to the bottle.

This week the pediatrician advised me to start taking it off the tit and I reluctantly followed, not entirely. Sometimes I would continue to breastfeed him, while others would make him a bottle. I wasn’t ready to leave him.

“Can you take Axel to my mom?” I asked as I poured myself some juice.

Nate was holding Axel with one arm while his hand held the bottle in his mouth, he was just in boxer shorts and messed up, so sexy to undress instantly.

“Where are you going?” he asked, observing me and following me.

“Shopping with Lucas” I answered

“Mmmh means intimate suit for Nate?”

“If you want, I’ll get you a panty and a lace bra so you can wear it for me,” I said winking.

“If you pull it off, I’m ready for anything.” I laughed and went back to the bathroom, leaving my two men alone.