Let Me Love You Again
Chapter 16

Maya

I woke up with the sun filtering through the window and tickled my eyes, bothering me. My head was throbbing, and I didn’t even know how I got into bed. I stretched with my eyes still closed and felt my body hurts everywhere.

Oh god.

All my muscles hurt, including those I didn’t know existed.

My phone started ringing all the time, making my head throb even more. I turned around and opened my eyes, my view were a little foggy and my head whirled furiously.

I looked on the floor and found my cell phone ringing non-stop.

I grabbed it and answered.

“Yes,” I said hoarse.

My mouth was kneaded, and my throat was dry, my voice was hoarse as if I had cried out for hours. God what the hell had happened?

“Sheppar!” Jess cried to the other side of the line, almost breaking my eardrums.

I pulled the phone out of my ear and I took a deep breath, “Jess,” I said sighing.

“Where the hell are you? We’re waiting for you downstairs for breakfast,” Jess chirped.

“God yes, I’m coming,” I said, clearing my throat.

“What happened to your voice?” asked Jess concerned.

“I got cold,” I lied, I didn’t know why, but I did it “ten minutes and I’m going down,” I said, hanging up.

I sighed and threw myself between the cushions, closing my eyes. Then I felt it, I felt the bed move then someone’s sigh.

My whole body was paralyzed and I didn’t move, I couldn’t. I was so scary to found who was beside me.

What did I do?

I took a breath, and I opened my eyes and I turned around. Just then, beside me, lying beside me, Nate opened his eyes and looked at me.

His blue eyes shone every inch of my face, surprised, as I did. His foggy eyes, the scratch on his lower l*p, whit some b***d, his dark hair was a completely disaster, his lips were swollen and the I realize.

I realized we were in the same bed, naked, with marks on our bodies.

I jumped in and almost screamed, falling out of bed while Nate sat up straight.

“That’s not possible!” I shouted grabbing the sheet and covering my naked body.

“Jesus Christ” cursed Nate.

“Tell me it didn’t happen,” I said, coming out of the ground, looking over the mattress as he passed his hands through his hair, “Please tell me we didn’t do it”.

Nate stood up and squinted his eyes carrying a hand to his crotch covered by a sheet.

“My d**k doesn’t feel the same,” he said, massaging his crotch.

“It’s not possible,” I said almost on the verge of tears.

“I don’t remember anything but my balls hurt like when I was a teenager and I used to get a hand jobs ten times a day,” Nate replied.

“God,” I said agitated “condom,” I said, I was starting to look on the ground and I was sitting too fast on my butt that hurt like hell, “Look for a f*****g condom, tell me we weren’t so stupids,” and I knelt, and I found that I felt the same pain, and I began to move the blankets that had been thrown to the ground during the night, in search of proof that we had not been idiots.

I heard Nate start looking on his side of the bed.

“Found it!” he said cheerfully.

I sighed with relief and stood up. My legs trembled with pain, as if I had run a ten-hour marathon. I sat on the soft bed and looked around.

The room was a disaster. The bed completely upside down. The table was completely bare and everything on it was thrown to the ground, broken.

“Or rather, found them,” said Nate, lifting more condoms from under the covers.

God was four used condoms. I think at that moment I had become completely red.

“At least we were careful,” Nate replied by throwing condoms in the trash.

“We were two idiots,” I replied, getting out of bed.

I found my slip on the floor and I put them on quickly without taking the sheet off.

“The only thing I’m sorry about is not remembering anything, it seems we had a lot of fun,” he said looking at the state of the room and raising an eyebrow.

“Stop it, Nate!” I said, “If Jess finds out, she’ll kill me,” I said scared.

“Oh, I don’t think she’ll touches you, but she’ll definitely cut off my d**k,” said Nate wearing his boxers.

My dress was piled in a corner while my handbag and shoes were at the door. I looked around and I saw Nate’s open bag, and he opened it and I took a T-shirt before I put it on.

I threw the sheet on the ground and went to pick up the purse on the ground. I opened it and found the keys to my room on the third floor. When I saw them, I breathed a sigh of relief.

“If my d**k wasn’t practically dead, I think it would be hard as a rock to see you wearing nothing but my T-shirt,” Nate appreciated.

“Can you be serious for once?” I grabbed my phone and looked at the messages.

My mother said that the night had gone well and that Axel had slept quietly only waking up early this morning.

“How can I be serious about seeing these?” Nate said, looking at his back in the mirror and then turning around and showing it to me.

His back was covered with scratches and from some there was also some dried b***d. The scratches extended throughout his back up to the butt. What was wrong with me?

“Now I’d like to remember what we did,” Nate said.

I picked up my dress from the ground and turned to him “Can I steal it?” I asked him pointing to the t-shirt I was wearing.

“You can take whatever you want from me,” he said, throwing himself on the bed, but when he did, he g*****d with pain and massaged his sore arm.

“Good. I’ll give it back to you,” I said turning to the door and picking up heels from the ground.

“Wait, where are you going like that?” he said, pointing to my clothing, which was only his shirt.

“I’m going to my room, Nate. Jess is waiting for me downstairs,” I said, arms crossed.

“Like that?” he asked again.

“Please, Jess is waiting for me, there is no one and my room is next to the elevator and I’m not going to argue with you about that,” I said turning around.

“Well then we can discuss what happened last night,” he stopped me.

“No,” I said, turning around and pointing a finger at him, “We’re not gonna talk about it, we’re never gonna talk about it now. Last night” I sighed, “It was a mistake, we won’t talk about it with anyone. End of the story,” I said, turning around again and opening the door without giving him a chance to answer.

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I reached Jess in the breakfast room after 15 minutes. I fell on my chair with a thud, immediately regretting the pain that immediately radiated throughout my body.

While I was in my room, I realized I had hand marks on the a*s cheek, visible, as well as on the rest of my body. Like an animal took over my body.

I had to repress the suffering on my face as I printed one of my best smiles on my face, to prevent my friends from noticing the state in which I was, as one of the worst sluts who had spent the night jumping from one tail to another like a bee.

“Finally! You’re a mess! What the hell did you do tonight?” Jess asked worriedly.

My eyes fell on Nate who looked as destroyed as I did, immediately he looked in my direction and I looked away.

“I’m not used to drinking any more, my body can’t hold anymore,” I said quietly.

I took the coffee mug and a long sip.

“Oh Jess, the girl from the Hall is back,” said Lucas, unaware of what was next to him.

“Oh finally that b***h,” said Jess, taking her juice and emptying her glass.

“Why?” Nate asked, taking a cookie in peace.

“She has to give me some names,” Jess said.

“Please, Jess, can’t we just let it go? It’s our first day of marriage,” Andrew complained yawning.

“That’s because it’s our first day of marriage!” complained Jess.

I took a cupcake from the tray and I sank my teeth in it, I was hungry like never before. I slipped the residual cream from my lips and noticed Nate’s look following the movement of my tongue on my lips. I electrocuted him with my eyes.

“What happened?” I asked to turn to Jess and take back the cup of coffee.

“What happened? What did not happen!” she cried out “While Andrew and I were trying to have an unforgettable first night, someone in the other room was having fun!”

“You can’t recriminate someone for having fun,” Nate said, grabbing the glass with the juice.

“I never complain, but I do if it interrupts my s*x! I don’t know who they are, but they’ve been screaming and slamming the bed against the wall all night.” Nate laughed, “I want to know the names of who was in the room next to ours so I can get a letter to them from my lawyer, which is me!”

“What room were you in?” laughed Nate

“Eighth floor, room 856,” Jess replied furiously.

The coffee went through my throat, and I almost choked, starting to cough as much as I could. I squinted as Lucas approached and gave me a few pats on the back to help me, while Nate almost choked on his juice, but his gesture was more moderate as no one noticed him.

How was that possible? Nate’s room was the one next to Jess’s.

Jess and Andrew had been listening to all night while Nate and I were f*****g, to annoy Jess we must have been very noisy. God, I wanted to sink into shame, and if Jess asked whose name was in the other room, I doubted Nate would be able to lie about who he was with. I knew Jess’ methods of torture, I knew she could get any information she wanted.

That meant that Nate wouldn’t last half a second, and if Jess found out that I was banging her brother all night, preventing her from having her fabulous first-night wedding s*x, she would literally kill me.

Jess got up and I watched Nate panic.

“Have you seen any wedding gifts yet?” I asked, trying to distract Jess.

“Oh not yet, there was a mountain of presents on the dining room table and we have to put them in the car,” Jess began to say looking at me.

I noticed out of the corner of my eye Nate getting up and out of the room, as Jess kept talking about their plans for the day and the next few weeks.

The two would not leave for the honeymoon that day but would leave for the Christmas holidays that would arrive in more than a month since we were in early November.

It seemed that Andrew had not managed to get leave the necessary permits at work so they had decided to spend Christmas and the New Year on a beach in the Caribbean only the two of them without clothes.

Jess kept talking and talking and meanwhile Nate had come back and sat down again. I hope for him that he had managed to resolve the issue.

Knowing that your best friend heard you having s*x with her brother wasn’t the best thing, I felt bad that Jess heard a racket like that, whereas I also didn’t remember anything about that night, but the evidence showed that it’d been pretty crazy for the night.

After breakfast, I went back to my room and took my bag with my things, and I slipped Nate’s T-shirt into it, folding it carefully, not before I smelled it like a junkie with her worst drug. God, why would that boy smell so good?

On the way back to my room, I could see Jess at the elevators while Nate was outside talking on the phone.

I hurried and immediately left the room. I had to avoid any cost to meet Nate. I absolutely did not want to talk or try to remember what happened that night.

I couldn’t believe I was stupid enough to let go and bang Nate all night. What the hell was I thinking? Nothing! Absolutely nothing!

I went to the elevator and, noticing that the other was busy, I opted for the free one. I didn’t want to see anyone, I was sure that my debacle could be read on my face and on the hickeys around my breasts and neck.

As soon as I got out of the elevator, I texted Jess, and told her I was going to my parent’s house to pick up Axel and that I would see her that night.

I left the hotel and I went to the wreck of the car I had, I threw the bag in the back seats and left without looking back.

When I got to my parents, I found my father in the garden, lying on the porch chairs, with Axel in his arms clapping his hands quietly while Dad read something in a children’s book.

“Hey,” I said going up the steps to the porch.

“That’s your mom,” my dad said, messing with Axel’s blond hair.

“How was the party last night?” he asked.

I still had the party marks on my body.

“Good, Dad,” I said, coming up and giving him a k**s on the cheek, then I leaned over to my baby, who immediately lifted his little face and printed a k**s on my lips, laughing cheerfully.

“Have you been a good boy?” I told Axel as he laughed and hid his face in my father’s chest.

I laughed and got up and went home to my mother.

I found her in the kitchen, busy making lunch for Dad. I approached the table and leaned my elbows on it, a painful discharge crossed my whole body while confused images appeared in my mind.

I had my elbows resting on the coffee table, bent forward while Nate was kneeling behind me, his face sinking between my thighs while his tongue was inside me and caressing me quickly at the time of his fingers. I tried not to move but the discharges of pleasure that enveloped my body prevented me, and I began to contort and move the pelvis on his tongue, moaning without any restraint.

I pulled up quickly, putting my hands on the table, in the rush with my elbow I slammed against the vase on the table making it fall to the ground and shattered.

I opened my mouth to say something but only a g***n came out of it, while Nate increased the rhythm of his fingers and tongue, until I contorted and my body stiffened as the o****m ran through me violently and ferociously.

As the last waves of pleasure hit me, I felt Nate standing behind me and then the condom card being ripped off, before he entered me with a strong push, to the hilt, grabbing my side to hold me tight. I m****d at the feeling of him inside me that filled me. God, he was big.

“Oh God,” I g*****d pushing my butt against him, begging him to move.

“What do you want Maya?” asked Nate with his lips on my ear as he grabbed my breast with one hand.

“Please,” I said, begging and moving my pelvis, trying to make him move.

“Please what Maya,” Nate said, grabbing my earlobe with his teeth and holding me by my h**s.

“f**k me, Nate,” I said in a hoarse voice.

“Oh, you can count on it” Nate replied, going out to the tip and then pushing back in, with a quick and violent push that made me shout “Oh god Yes,” said Nate.

Then he started pushing relentlessly while I kept my elbows on the table and went towards him thrust after thrust, asking for more. Stronger. Faster. Go deeper.

Nate had me by the h**s while he was slinging in and out of me. I turned my head to the side as he leaned forward, I glued my body with his, his sweaty chest rubbing against mine, as a hand passed over my sweaty back, He grabbed my hair and moved it sideways before he dived into my lips and caught me in a ravenous k**s. Our tongues danced in the time of our bodies, as his pelvis slammed against my butt creating an indecent sound that filled the room and went in time with the noise of our g****s and cries.

I put my hand through his hair, stroking the back of his neck, pushing my pelvis against him, against every more and more ferocious push.

Nate was over me with his body, crushing me against the table whose wood was clutching my hypersensitive body. My elbows hurt from the weight of our two bodies.

“Wait,” I said, I took off from his mouth, “my elbows hurt”.

Nate got up and stopped the movements of his pelvis. He slipped out of me completely. I got up and turned around sitting on the table, while he grabbed his d**k again and slipped between my legs, before accompanying himself back inside me, our mouths joined while I surrounded his pelvis with my legs, holding him and his neck with my arms, Sticking his hands in black, sweaty hair.

I threw my head in the back and put my hand on the wood while he grabbed a leg and pulled it up, around his side, pushing himself ferociously inside me, while I m****d relentlessly and slipped my nails into his butt flesh, Trying to push him even deeper into me, so much so that his balls began to slam into my skin, almost as if he wanted to enter with his whole body inside me.

I grabbed his lower l*p with my teeth and I pulled until I felt the taste of b***d on my tongue, I looked into his eyes and Nate gave me a lascivious smile as he plunged back on my lips, Plunging his tongue into my mouth and moving it quickly at the time with the thrusts of its pelvis, making me m**n and see the stars.

I blinked and pulled up, putting my hands on the white table, while the images in my mind became more alive and my legs began to tremble. I felt a heat in my lower belly radiating into the inner muscles that were shaken by slight spasms.

Holy s**t.

“Maya?” I looked up and met my mother’s grey, concerned eyes, “All right?”

“Yes, I’m just a little tired,” I said, with my hand on my forehead and deep breathing.

“Will you stay for lunch?” asked my mother as she put a pot of water on the fire.

“No, I’m going home, I need a hot bath and rest,” I said.

My mother said nothing more, she just kept cooking while I took Axel’s things and put them in the bag carefully and patiently.

I greeted my mother and then went out to get Axel who cheerfully greeted my father and then went to the car.

I put Axel in the car seat in the back seat and, after settling down, I left for my apartment.