Let Me Love You Again
Chapter 138

Nate

Five months later

“You know what’s more outrageous?” Jess said, moving her sunglasses over her nose, “That the fool f****d her! I walked into the office and that a*****e was f*****g her on the desk!” my sister said indignantly.

Maya nodded as she passed the cream on her arm, and followed the movement with my eyes as I held Axel in my arms.

“You can do whatever you want, mind you, but not with a f*****g client and not in the f*****g office!” she said, snorting.

I sighed when Maya moved the action on her chest, gently smearing the cream, as I remembered the night before and what I had done with that wonderful breasts. The thought of it threatened to give me an incredible e******n and I had to concentrate on not getting it.

“And this other a*****e?” said Jess, “Instead of standing here drooling over your wife, go look at the kids!” Jess blurted out, lying on her back, facing the sun.

“Huh?” I said like a fool.

“How does it work, May? Every time you f**k him, you burn his brain? As time goes on, he seems more and more stupid, not that he used to be a champion of intelligence,” Jess said.

Maya looked at her frowning and then looked at me, making a sweet smile.

“I get it, you share a neuron and a moron too,” Jess said, looking at the beach, “Look at that hot guy there,” she said, pointing to Andrew with a sigh, “Guess what lucky girl he’s gonna have s*x with tonight? Yes, with me!” she said cheerfully.

“Your neurons ran away in desperation,” I said, looking back at Andrew.

At his feet, sitting on the sand, there were twins. Emma and Liam played merry, making sand castles and completely covered, while in his arms he had my wonderful little girl. Ali looked carefully at the sea, watching the seagulls fly flush.

Why wasn’t she with me? Because she just didn’t talk to me.

Ali, that morning, had woken up with the desire for pancakes, but we had run out of dough and so I couldn’t make them. The answer was screaming and crying for what had been half an hour, and then taking off my word. Ali looked at me and said “No daddy” and turned around.

My heart had shattered and I had done everything I could to win back my princess, but she absolutely didn’t want to know anything more about me. And now I’m standing there, staring at her in another man’s arms, heartbroken, because I don’t have the f*****g pancake pill anymore.

“Axel, you want to go play in the sand with Liam?” asked Maya, turning to Axel.

He shook his head and leaned against me as best he could, snuggling on my chest “Not even with Emma?” insisted Maya.

Axel’s gaze stood on Emma for a moment, then shook his head again.

Maya sighed and handed me the sunscreen “Put the cream on him, he can’t stand in the sun so much,” she said and then lay down on the deck chair.

I sighed and put Axel in front of me and then began to smear the cream on the body, Axel diligently let himself be touched and obeyed my every order, observing me carefully.

“I think Ali’s hungry,” Andrew said, and I looked up at Axel as I looked at my wonderful little girl crouching over Andrew like she was a queen.

I finished smearing the cream on Axel and then I sat him behind me, putting on his sunglasses while he rested with his back to the deck chair, like a real Latin lover. I stretched my arms out to get Alison, and Andrew came over to leave her to me. But it looked like Ali was still pissed at me because she grabbed Andrew’s neck and shook her head.

“Ali, baby, come to daddy,” I said, stretching.

“No!” she said firmly turning her head to the other side, offended to death with me.

I felt my heart break even more and I almost wanted to fall to my knees to ask her forgiveness. I would have torn my balls just to hold her in my arms even for a moment.

“Mommy,” she said with her angelic voice and then pushed towards Maya, who immediately grabbed her and placed her in her arms, placing her hat that protected her head from the sun.

“You can’t understand how much I like to see you being taken by the balls from a woman’s,” Jess said proudly.

“This is your fault! You put my daughter against me! You’ll never see her again!” I said in despair.

I heard Andrew laugh before he went back to the twins.

“You don’t need me to turn your daughter against you, you’re only capable of shitting yourself,” Jess said as she watched her husband.

“God, can you not talk like that in front of children?” complained Maya as she moved part of the deck chair under the umbrella so that Ali was in the shade.

“Can you say something to her? Can’t you see what she’s doing with our daughter?” I asked in amazement.

“God Nate. she is just angry, she’ll get over it,” Maya snorted as she took Ali’s lunch.

“When? It hasn’t come close to me since this morning!” I complained desperately.

“Dad too loud” Axel complained behind my back.

Maya laughed and began to feed Ali who clapped her hands cheerfully while eating her homogenized, her blue eyes shone on her.

“Baby, why don’t you go to Daddy?” Maya said as she cleaned her mouth.

Alison looked at me, blue eyes pointed at my face and I looked at her hopefully, while she, like a harpy like my sister, turned away, ignoring me again.

“No daddy,” she said, and my heart sank.

I lay down defeated on the deck chair disturbing Axel who snorted and moved to make room for me. I picked him up and held him while I watched, now hopeless, my daughter eats.

I was longing to have my little girl in my arms, and it had been a few hours, but knowing that at that moment she was pissed at me and I didn’t know what to do to make it up to her. I didn’t look away from her, while Ali was blissfully ignoring me.

“Sorry I’m late,” heard Devon’s voice and we all turned in his direction.

Devon was wearing a giant straw hat and holding Miles while carrying a beach bag with one hand.

“You’re an hour late, Devon,” Jess said without taking his eyes off Andrew.

“The two princesses weren’t going to hurry, they spent half an hour deciding on the costume,” Devon said, putting the bag on the ground.

“Princesses? We are queens!” Lucas said behind him.

In his arms, she held Megan, proud and statuesque, with her pink hat and green and blue eyes darting from side to side. Axel in my arms pulled himself up and looked at the newcomers with a grumpy look as if they had disturbed his daily quiet.

“Are you already done standing by the water? I liked seeing you all wet,” Jess commented as Andrew approached with the children.

“Your children want to eat Jess, you can see me wet tonight,” he commented cheerfully.

“Please,” I said, rolling my eyes.

Emma looked at Axel carefully, but he did not notice her at all, more than anything else his gaze landed on Megan, who in turn looked at him until my child, a good playboy, did not make a smile that seemed to wink. Megan blushed and hid her face in her father’s chest, laughing cheerfully. Wow, thats my boy!

I saw Emma melt from her father’s embrace and come as fury at us as Axel continued to watch and provoked Megan’s laugh every time she turned around.

Emma drew my attention and got herself pulled up, like a fury walked over me, putting a foot in the crotch of my pants and making my eyes ache, and then standing in front of Axel, grabbed his face and drew his attention.

“Axel Emma,” she said with her sweet voice, making herself look in the eye.

Axel smiled at her, making her blush, and began to play with her, as Megan opened her mouth outraged at the lack of attention, she looked at her father stunned as he sighed.

“Yes I know love. But I’m sure you have a better chance than her,” Lucas said, kissing her cheek, but Megan didn’t want to hear any of it.

She wriggled out of Lucas’ embrace and threw herself at me, and I grabbed her and I snuggled up on my chest while she looked at Axel and then she made my eyes soft.

“Atel bad,” she said with his melodious voice.

“Axel is smart,” I said, laughing.

“Egan!” Liam yelled, clawing at me and drawing the child’s attention, but she ignored him and put her chin on my chest and looked me straight in the eye.

If she wasn’t just a kid a year old, I might think she was flirting with me.

I looked at her and smiled and she hid her face in my chest laughing. Axel turned and looked at me badly as if I had done something bad to him, but Emma caught his eye again. So I started to play with Megan, making her laugh and cuddle her as much as I can, while around me the others settled. I sat down and pretended to drop her, while she laughed as hard as she could.

I looked up and met that angry child of mine. She looked at me the same way Maya did when she saw me talking to another woman, whether she was a colleague, a cousin or a mere stranger. Ali had flames in her eyes, and if a look could kill me, I’d be dead by now.

Alison wriggled from her mother’s embrace and landed on the ground, crawling towards me, with a murderous look, then sitting on the sand next to the deck chair and crossing her arms to her chest, frowning.

“Someone’s jealous,” Devon said

“Someone will kill our baby if we’re not careful,” Lucas commented as he approached and took Megan, who was not satisfied.

Ali followed her with her eyes and then extended her arms towards me, without looking away from Megan, as if to make her understand who was in charge.

I finally took her in my arms and put her on my lap, I approached to give her a k**s but she blocked me with her hand.

“No daddy,” she said seriously before cuddling up against me.

Maya laughed and put on her sunglasses.

“That little girl is going to drive every man crazy,” Andrew commented as he smeared the cream on Jess’s back, who was lying on her belly and groaning softly.

“No, no, no, no men until you’re 30,” I said.

Maya’s head snapped and she looked at me frowning.

“Why don’t you make the same speech to Axel?! No with Axel you push him to be a womanizer! Sexist!” blurted Maya

“Axel knows how to behave, doesn’t he?” I said, addressing my child who was intent on charming Emma.

“Axel good, daddy,” he nodded.

“See?” I said shrugging and bending down to give Ali a k**s.

She turned her head and looked at me frowning, eyes like mine.

“K**s to daddy?” I said, winking at the fawn.

She looked at me for a moment then turned away, “No,” she snorted.

“Please baby, Daddy needs a cuddle,” I said in despair.

It was amazing how this little creature held me by the balls like only his mother could.

“No takes no daddy,” she said, mumbling.

“I swear Dad will buy you every pancake on this f*****g planet, but please,” I said.

“God, she’s got him by the balls,” my sister commented with a g***n, “Between Ali and Maya, I don’t know who’s squeezing his balls more,” she continued.

“The power of women,” Devon said as he sat on the towel with Miles sitting on his lap.

Ali turned to look at me, carefully, and I looked at her with hope.

“Icecream,” she said earnestly.

“I’ll buy you 20, baby,” I said.

Ali nodded proudly and then threw her arms around my neck, giving me a k**s on the mouth. My heart flipped as I held my arms around my daughter. I sighed relieved, I had never had a day so bad as the one when my daughter did not speak to me.

I needed it like the air I was breathing. I didn’t think it was possible to have so much need of a person until I had my children.

Axel was my pride, my angel falling from the sky, my child, and he would be like this forever. I didn’t care about anything, I loved him like I loved Ali, like I loved Maya, I loved him more than anything in the world. I would do anything to give him the whole world and I knew it would fill me with satisfaction.

But Ali, she… Alison was my Achilles’ heel, my weakness. I was as much a slave to her as I was to her mother, and even though she initially seemed to have more of my character, with time it turned out to be identical to my beautiful wife who at that time was sunbathing with a skimpy bikini that showcased her fearful physique that I had the pleasure of savouring every night.

Just looking at her made me hard, and I loved her so much, so immensely that every day I wondered what I had done to be so lucky to have her in my life, along with our two children.

Alison crouched against my chest and started fiddling with my watch as Miles slowly approached her and showed her some games, trying to get her attention but my little girl, as a good first woman as she was, completely ignored him and concentrated on the sea and sighed fatigued as if all that commotion had wearied her.

“Are you really putting on your headphones, May?” Lucas said in amazement.

I turned my gaze to Maya, who, under the scorching sun of the sea, with her shiny cream skin and sunglasses, was putting her headphones in her ear.

“It’s my only weekend away from studying before my sophomore year, I don’t want to hear from anyone, and no, I don’t want to hear from you either,” she said seriously.

“But Andrew and I had to listen to the two of you f**k tonight,” my sister said.

“It’s not my problem, you can change the camera, Jess,” Maya said and put her headphones in her ear, completely eliminating the others from around her.

Oh yeah, that night.

Yesterday we had just gone to my parents’ house by sea, we had taken all the gang with us, knowing that this morning Devon and Lucas would join us.

Our parents’ house was divided into three floors, on the second we had unbalanced the children, and we adults had settled on the last. Maya and I had taken the room that had belonged to me on every vacation, while Jess had taken his, both of us had arranged it to make it more of a couple and the result had been more than fabulous. The only problem was that our rooms were attached and yes, they were also very soundproof, but that night I decided that I would f**k Maya against the wall and it was just what divided my room from that of Jess and let’s say that Maya was not really silent. Not when I f****d her in certain positions that I could touch those specific points inside her that made her scream at the top of her lungs.

I was always very proud of her screams of pleasure as I f****d her, they made my d**k even harder and gave me screaming o*****s. I had heard people slam themselves against the wall of the room several times, but I didn’t care because, for once, I could f**k Maya without being silent because of the children, and I didn’t care that they could hear others.

“It’s just an honour to be able to hear us, Jess,” I said, proud of myself.

“It’s disgusting,” Jess repeated, “But since you owe me a f**k, now look at the kids,” Jess continued, and then got up and grabbed Andrew’s hand, dragging him away, probably to take a dip somewhere.

I sighed and looked back at the sea, with my beautiful little girl in my arms, and my son between my legs playing quietly. All the peace in the world.