Let Me Love You Again
Chapter 123

Maya

I sighed and looked at the ceiling again, it was the umpteenth time when I turned around in bed that night, I had not been able to close my eye in the slightest, even though the children had all slept. I could not find a comfortable position in which to relax and close my eyes, every time I turned around something hurt me and I could not close my eyes.

I snorted for the umpteenth time and I turned to Nate who slept happily next to me. During the night he had tried to hug me several times but, considering that I could not stand still, he had given up and had put himself back in his place and now he was blissfully sleeping on his side, one hand under his kitchen and the other resting next to me, Like making sure I stayed by his side.

I looked at him for a moment, his face so relaxed that it looked angelic, his hair ruffled and some strands ended up on his forehead. His bare, muscular chest drew my attention as he rose and fell with every breath he took.

It was so strange to see him so relaxed after those days of tension that he had lived and I only hoped that things with his father would settle as quickly as possible, I didn’t want him fighting with his family for taking a heart choice.

Nate wasn’t like Jess or like his father himself, he didn’t use his mind much, he got carried away with his impulses and his heart, and it was one of the reasons I loved him so much. It was the right balance in my being too analytical in some situations.

I sighed and touched his face with my fingers, moving his hair from his forehead and then bending over and giving him a gentle k**s on the lips and then very slowly getting out of bed. I sat on the edge and put my hand on my belly, feeling the child doing somersaults as if there was no tomorrow.

“My God, you won’t let me sleep at night, I already know,” I said, caressing her slowly.

I sighed and got out of bed and then went to the bathroom, maybe a nice bath in the tub, with some scented oil would calm the baby and relax my sore body. In the end, I didn’t ask for much, just a little peace and quiet maybe even a little rest.

I sat on the edge and opened the hot water to fill the tub, threw in some soap and then some relaxing oil. When I completely filled the water and undressed, I dropped the silk robe I was wearing.

I g*****d with pleasure when my whole body was submerged in water and I let the scents of the oils inebriate and relax me. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath and put my head on the edge of the tub, letting my whole body relax and oblivion surround me completely.

*****

I woke up hearing noises behind me and my body being moved slightly. She opened her eyes sighing as my back came into contact with a warm chest and my head rested on her shoulder.

I turned my head and looked at him with my eyes still half-closed, from the bottom of my position as Nate’s arms surrounded my body and then put my hands on my belly and gently caress it. I snuggled more against him and looked at him.

“What time is it?” I asked sleepily.

“Still early. I woke up and found the bed free and worried. You fell asleep in the tub,” he said, kissing me on the forehead.

“I couldn’t sleep, I was too uncomfortable,” I said, sighing and closing my eyes, letting myself be enveloped by his warmth.

“Why? Something happened with the baby?” he immediately asked.

“I’m just uncomfortable,” I said, leaning my head under his neck.

“Maybe we need to change the mattress,” he said reflecting.

“It’s not the mattress, it’s my body.”

“But you had no problem falling asleep in the tub,” Nate said.

“Do you have anything against it?”

“Only you were away from me, mon amour,” he said, rubbing his nose in my hair.

“We can’t be attached all the time, otherwise how would I go to the bathroom?” I said, laughing.

“Wouldn’t be a bad idea,” he said, putting his hands on my thighs.

Immediately I inflamed myself and pushed myself against him with a g***n.

“Some of them are ready,” he said, putting his hand in his inner thigh and slowly approaching the apex.

“Nate,” I said with a sigh.

“Yes mon Amour?” he asked innocently as he touched me with two fingers.

I pushed myself against him but he promptly pushed his hands away and I grinded my teeth and grabbed his hand and carried it on my p***y, guiding his fingers along the length, while I sighed satisfied, then stuck two fingers inside. I leaned my back to his chest and let go of his hand, grabbing the edge of the tub with my hands as Nate began to move his fingers inside and outside of me, his mouth passing over my neck, licking and sucking all the skin while I g*****d with my eyes closed against him.

“Someone is eager,” he said in a hoarse voice as he kept letting his fingers in and out of me.

I felt against my a*s how much he also wanted me and immediately my body was inflamed. I wanted him inside of me, I didn’t care about anything else.

I stood up and pulled my fingers out of him. I tried to turn around in the most graceful way possible and I straddled him, then grabbed his d**k with one hand and lifted me slightly. I rubbed the tip against my entrance and then came down slowly, taking it all in with a g***n.

I looked at Nate who had spread his arms around the edge and looked at me with a mischievous smile on his lips.

I put one hand on his chest and the other around his neck and bent down to k**s him as I began to move over him, doing up and down with my pelvis and moaning on his lips.

Nate didn’t touch me, he just let me do it while I moved the way I liked and bit his lost lips in ecstasy. I g*****d when I came down again and went deeper and moved faster, but I needed him, I needed his hands on my body but it seemed like Nate wasn’t going to cooperate.

I grabbed his lower l*p with my teeth and pulled it while my movements were getting faster and faster and I was inspiring with my nose and trying not to m**n.

“Nate,” I said between my teeth and opened my eyes to look at him.

Nate was watching me, his blue eyes were darker and veiled with desire and passion.

“Touch me,” I said, loosening my grip on his l*p.

“You seem to be enjoying yourself enough,” he said casually.

I blocked my movements and looked at him as he shrugged as if nothing had happened. I looked at him in a daze and then I did it, I squeezed the internal muscles around his c**k and he squinted and then inspired by his nose and clenched his teeth forcefully.

“So can I go the way I like?” I said defiantly.

Nate took a deep breath and looked at me and then gave me a lascivious smile. I bent down and left a slight k**s on his nose, and moved my pelvis, twirling it slightly, letting the pleasurable shocks pervade my body. If he wanted to play, he could play alone.

I started to move my pelvis slowly and painfully, grabbing his shoulders as Nate squeezed his eyes and didn’t move. I approached and brushed my lips with his, without actually touching him.

“I could come just like that, but you?” I said in a hoarse voice as I felt my body getting closer and closer to o****m.

Nate didn’t answer, he just squeezed the edges of the tub with his hands and gritted his teeth. I knew that his whole body wanted to give in and f**k me so hard that I would scream but, for some reason, he had stuck it out and didn’t want to give me satisfaction. I swirled my eyes and moved one hand from her shoulder and then started massaging my c******s slowly, along with the movements of my pelvis.

Groaning louder, feeling the body go up in flames, I rubbed myself even more on my hand and closed my eyes. When I was so close to o****m, Nate grabbed my hand and dodged it, grabbed me by the a*s and lifted me up and then quickly dropped me on him, making me scream satisfied.

I wrapped his neck with my arms and stuck my fingers in his hair as he began to push fiercely into me as he lifted and lowered my body up to him. I came so hard, that I had to shut up and cut his neck. My whole body melted completely over him but Nate didn’t stop, he kept impaling me on his hard d**k, riding my o****m while I was out of breath and felt the o****m overtake me.

I stopped shaking but Nate didn’t stop pushing while he was moaning continuously, the water in the tank was a turmoil and came out of the edge by the force of his thrusts.

While I was trying to recover from my o****m I felt my body being shaken again by groaning spasms and I squeezed my legs around Nate, trying to prepare for the next wave of violence that hit me in full. I twitched around him and held him so tight that I might have broken him.

Nate moved a few more times and then he tensed up, too, and then came violently inside me, with a low, guttural g***n.

I fell on him, sighing. Full and satisfied as Nate stormed my face with k****s.

“You mustn’t hold back with me,” I said, out of breath.

“I never contain myself, but you seemed very happy to do it alone”

I looked at him with a frowning forehead and he laughed, “I’m happier when you f**k me hard, thank you,” I said seriously.

Nate’s look lit up and he felt it move back inside me, trying to get hard again. I g*****d at the thought and kissed him with passion and enthusiasm.

*****

I was on the couch holding Liam, while Nate was sitting on the carpet in front of me with Emma in his arms and Axel in front of him. The twins had woken up early in the morning and started crying desperately right after the last lovemaking we had moved into bed, shagging in which I had found myself on my hands and knees and Nate behind me holding my hair while he was f*****g me fiercely, as I liked it.

At the thought of it, I could feel my lower abdomen quivering as a dreamy smile appeared on my lips.

“What are you thinking Mrs Dare,” Nate’s voice reached me.

“About the way, I woke up this morning,” I said, looking at him innocently.

A grin appeared on Nate’s face “You’re just insatiable”

I winked at him and kissed him while Liam was already calling for my attention. Luckily Jess before leaving us the twins had left us some bottles with milk that had pulled but now those were over and I hoped that Jess and Andrew had solved things and returned as soon as possible, although, knowing them, if they had smoothed everything out, it was likely that they were still rolling on some surface of the house.

I sighed as Liam tried to grab my shirt with his little hands, trying to get to my breast, but for now, he had nothing for him.

The bell that rang all over the house saved me. Nate immediately got up with Emma in his arms and went to the door, followed closely by Axel who did not lose sight of him.

He heard Nate open the door, and then Jess’ loud voice, “There’s my baby!” he said cheerfully.

I could only assume that things had gone well between her and Andrew, and all I could do was be happy for them.

After a few minutes, Nate came back to me, this time with Axel in his arms, followed by Jess, radiant with the face of a woman who had been banged all night, and Andrew who stormed Emma’s face with k****s who was glued to her father and looked at him with a dreamy air.

Jess approached me and immediately Liam extended his arms towards her, getting himself lifted up and filled with k****s. Axel leaned towards me and Nate placed him on my lap, paying attention to my tummy while Jess sat next to me.

“From the mood, I can deduce that it went well,” I said looking at her.

Jess looked at me and gave me a mischievous smile and then licked her lips.

“Please don’t say anything, I don’t want to know,” Nate whimpered and passed his hands over his face.

Andrew shook his head and Jess laughed, it was so nice to see her so cheerful and see the storm behind her being completely gone.

“Have you seen the barbecue I’m putting up?” Nate suddenly told Andrew before they both went into the garden with Emma.

Jess and I remained silent for a moment and then she looked at me seriously.

“What? Don’t tell me it was all fake and you didn’t solve anything,” I said.

“No no, it’s okay with Andrew, but I wanted to ask you something. Did you talk to Lucas?” Jess asked, looking me in the eye.

I shook my head and sighed, I hadn’t heard from Lucas in weeks.