Let Me Love You Again
Chapter 120

Maya

After lunch, the couriers arrived with all the new purchases for the baby’s room. Axel was lying on the carpet while the delivery men helped Nate bring up the necessary to assemble everything.

My eyes were on my beautiful, sexy husband who was only wearing shorts, his bare chest with muscles on display, that fabulous chest where my hands were leaning on until a few hours earlier while we were f*****g on the kitchen floor, with me above him, at my mercy.

Seeing the way he flexed his arm flies to lift the boxes while giving orders, he made me wet instantly and want to lay him on the floor and f**k him again.

I watched him while I eat cookies and rub my legs with each other as I stared intensely, focusing on his gorgeous chest.

I sighed dreamily, thinking of the thousand things I would have done with that muscular chest. Imagine him bumping into my back while he was f*****g me from behind, or going over my nails while he was holding me nailed to the bed and taking me fiercely. I feel a pinch in the lower abdomen and a little g***n from my lips to the thought. God, I hated my f*****g hormones.

I looked up and noticed Nate looking down at me at the end of the stairs. I smiled at him innocently and waved at him while he waited for the big men to come back and hold the huge box.

Behind them appeared a huge stroller and then Jess made her entrance, wearing sunglasses and a ponytail as she pushed the stroller and looked at the a*s of one of the men in front of her making a face of appreciation.

“Jessica Spring! Stop it!” I said, frowning.

Jess turned to me and smiled, “I was just enjoying the view,” she replied, pushing the stroller to where I was.

“Emma!” Axel said, looking at the stroller.

“Do you know Liam’s there?” Jess said, pulling Emma out and handing her over to me.

I sat back better and then placed Emma on my lap. Axel pushed himself to get on the sofa and sat next to me while I placed Emma with her back leaning against my chest, paying attention to her tummy, and her head facing the stairs, as my body was facing, waiting to see my wonderful husband.

Jess picked up Liam in her arms and sat on the other side of the sofa, taking off her shoes and putting her feet on her skin, then bending her knees and resting Liam on them, who meanwhile yawned drowsily.

“Your husband isn’t enough for you anymore?” I asked her when I noticed her look falling again on one of the men as she went to get something out.

“My husband is the only one who knows how to make me come”, she replied, continuing to keep her gaze on the man “The problem is that lately, he doesn’t do it anymore, among the children and his impossible shifts is already a lot if we see each other at night”.

“Why don’t you have a night just for yourselves? Leave the kids with your parents or here, I’m sure Axel would like them, and go out for dinner. How long has that been…?”

“We’re not f*****g?” she said, looking at me.

“God Jess there are children, sometimes I forget that you are like Nate” I said snorting “Anyway yes”

Jess sighed, “From before the babies were born,” she said.

“It’s been almost three months”

“I’m aware of that, Maya Jo Sheppar”

“Dare, please” I corrected her “Why so long?”

“It’s not easy May May, after childbirth there was the cloistered period for stitches, then children who are tiring. It is not easy with twins, when you lay one another starts making tantrums. It’s bad enough that I get to sleep at night and most of the time I’m alone. Andrew has suicide shifts in the hospital, he has huge nights, sometimes even 48 hours in a row without coming home, and when he does, even if the kids are sleeping, he’s too tired to even take off his underwear. He usually falls down on the bed dressed and falls asleep before I can even try and I, well, I’m f*****g horny.

The other day when I was in the tub and my mother with the kids, I was so horny that I used the vibrator that Lucas gave me when I turned 20 and I swear it was the best o****m I’ve had in three months. Sometimes I think Andrew doesn’t want me anymore,” she concluded with a sad air.

“Andrew loves you, Jess,” I said.

If there was one thing I was sure of, it was Andrew’s immense love for Jess, worshipping her as if she were a goddes, and loving her above all else.

“I know he loves me, May. But is love enough in such cases? He doesn’t get close to me and sometimes I think he doesn’t like me enough, my body changed after the pregnancy. You were a sexy bomb May, all the men were drooling behind you while I have flabby skin, sagging t**s and a*s like an aeroplane door. Sometimes he stays out so long that I think he has someone else” she looked me in the eye and his greens were shiny “what would I do if he found something better? A hotter one with a perfect a*s and fake boobs?” Her lower l*p shook imperceptibly and she lowered her gaze on Liam “I would only have children left and I would have the opportunity to see him only when he picked them up in his sports car with a blonde with lips made on the passenger seat. My kids will have to grow up between houses preferring plastic Barbie to their exhausted mother with a flabby a*s!” she said and this time she burst into tears.

“God Jess,” I said, looking around, “Don’t do that, don’t cry, or I’ll cry too,” I said, feeling the tears prick my eyes.

Jess shook her head and left tears running down her cheeks and I, unable to control my f*****g hormones, started crying with her.

Axel pulled himself up and approached Jess, placing a hand on her cheek, “Aunt Jess no crying, Axel is good,” he said softly, looking into her eyes.

“You’re perfect,” Jess said, kissing him lightly in the hand and crying with me.

*****

Sorry for missing the chapter yesterday! Unfortunately, with this suffocating heat, I dropped the pressure and I could not even sit since I was dizzy so I could not finish the scheduled chapter. But to make it up to me today I put two, so as to recover yesterday’s.

Why am I publishing one chapter a day? Simply because I went back to writing my other story, The lost Luna, after several months of abandonment and, being a very complicated story with some mythological references, it is more complex to write and I waste more time (Ps if you like supernatural and fantasy go and have a look at that too).

That said, little problems on the horizon. What do you think is going to happen between Jess and Andrew? Because yes, many of the next chapters will be about them but also about Lucas and Devon, since we are approaching the end, I want to close the storyline of each individual character, leaving nothing to chance and giving an ending to each of them, before moving on to the next two protagonists that by now you will have understood who they are and I tell you already, what I have in mind for them two, will make you crazy as it is driving me crazy.