I'm Not Yours, Alpha
I’m Not Yours, Alpha – Chapter 49

Dominic didn’t think the trip to the airport was as uncomfortable as he thought it would be. He still remembered when he had woken up next to a delicious smell and the soft, luscious body of his omega next to him. A tantalizing image that had made him lose what little sanity he had after an eye-opener. Without much thought he had leaned in and had grasped his partner’s lips between his own with an excruciating hunger.

He had felt his omega stir beneath him as he had awakened after his attack but had stayed still receiving what he had to offer until the lack of oxygen kicked in and he broke away, but he had no intention of stopping. His lips trailed along her demanding neck, marking the skin still warm from the sheets. His hand moved along her flat, soft belly seeking to touch that warm, tight area where he would want to bury himself.

He was painfully aroused, demanding, demanding. He wanted more, he could hardly wait, he wanted, wanted, wanted….

-Dominic- a high-pitched m**n was heard inside his head- Dominic- this time it was louder and brought him back to reality.

He raised his head to find Aidan with flushed cheeks, his lips swollen but in his gaze there wasn’t exactly arousal. The alpha lowered his head, letting his hair hide his expression.

-Sorry, I’m going to the bathroom- and got up before he lost control again. She almost devoured her omega there without thinking about what he had gone through.

She squeezed the edge of the sink as the water ran down her face. He looked at his reflection in the mirror. He was now all predator craving s*x, s*x with his omega, with his other half. The strength of the bond of destined mates was stronger than he realized and he was about to go crazy. He knew he had to go gentle, the main reason they couldn’t move forward in intimacy was due to their tragic union during their heat, the one where she literally raped him and with such force that still in his mind were images of the bruises on the white skin and his gaping, lacerated anus releasing its essence.

And so, after a quick breakfast, where they had exchanged almost no words, they had headed to the airport where Madox with the omega he had invited were waiting for them. Luckily the mood was lighter than it had been after he had left the bathroom He had been reluctant to be close to Aidan, at least until he himself calmed down.

The first thing Aidan noticed when he saw the couple was that Julian seemed alert. His head was moving from side to side as if looking for someone or rather, for that someone not to be around. For his part Madox was just talking on his cell phone or just pinching his cheek teasing him about how he was blushing. Aidan grabbed the boy by the hand and pulled him along leaving the two alphas who didn’t understand what was going on but said nothing. They had noticed that the two of them got along very well and it was positive their company.

-Aidan sat several seats away from Dominic and pulled Julian in front of him.

Julian for his part clasped his hands in his lap and smiled slightly.

-It’s just for the ride, that’s all.

Aidan raised his eyebrow.

-Even when you say that you seem to be alert and watch everything around you, only that idiot Madox doesn’t realize it.

Julian said nothing. As he was telling Aidan that in the days he had been with Madox living in his house despite being the best of his life they had been the most worrying. Not because of the fact that she had been next to the alpha or that they had shared the bed where he had been entertaining himself with her body by charging her for that time they had pending. It had nothing to do with that, rather she had no complaints.

Madox had been very helpful despite his tough exterior. But the flower pot that had fallen almost grazing his ear on the first day, the acid explosion accident in his lab on the second and the glass in his food inside the restaurant on the third was something that had him upset. But he didn’t want to ruin the trip.

The alpha didn’t seem to link the events to anything and had simply chalked them up as an accident, but he didn’t see them that way. He had always had a cool mind to analyze the things around him and this time his instinct told him that they were not simple accidents.

-You’re strange too,” he changed the subject completely and that seemed to bother Aidan.

-We were talking about you- he crossed his arms over his chest feigning indignation- Don’t change the subject.

Julian smiled but didn’t answer him. Instead Aidan sighed, dropping his shoulders.

-The truth is that yesterday I couldn’t sleep and I ended up sneaking into Dominic’s room and into his bed,” he said.

The other omega nodded his head.

-And that worries you?

-It wasn’t that, it felt really amazing sleeping next to him, his smell, please, it was the most delicious thing I ever felt but I think I ruined everything in the morning- he continued after the other boy didn’t speak- Dominic woke me up and he was everywhere, touching me, kissing me, but I just stopped him, I’m still afraid to do it with him- Julian kept silent for a few seconds.

Julian remained silent for a few seconds.

-What exactly are you afraid of?

Aidan touched his chin analyzing the situation.

-It doesn’t bother me that he touches me, rather, it feels really good, right, but when I see him it’s as if what’s in front of me is the beast from that night. That really terrifies me. That night Dominic took from my body everything he wanted and it wasn’t even close to how affectionate he normally is- he shook his hair tousling it- At this point, I don’t know what to do anymore, the problem is mine, but I’m at a dead end and you don’t know how bad I feel not being able to solve this by my own means- he sounded slightly desperate.

Julian understood. He was frustrated. He would be with that alpha for the rest of his life if things went well, intimacy was a fundamental step in a couple’s life. Besides, they sure hadn’t touched him because of the omega’s recovery, Dominic belonged to a wealthy, high status family. Surely they would soon be asking for puppies to secure the estate. That’s where Aidan’s role in all that came in.

-You’ve tried not seeing him,” he said simply. Aidan blinked in confusion, “I mean, if you’re so afraid to do it because his image terrifies you, why don’t you try covering your eyes and thinking of his usual image while he touches you?

The idea seemed far-fetched at first but then it didn’t. Aidan’s eyes lit up. Maybe that could work. It made his mood turn less sour. It was a possibility he could try. He had noticed the tension in Dominic’s body that morning and the way he was touching him, he wasn’t the only one with problems in all that.

He grabbed Julian’s hands and clasped them between his own.

-Thank you again for helping me, you are a jewel in my path,” he smiled sincerely.

Julian reciprocated.

-We’d better get back, certain alphas are looking this way with suspicion.

Aidan looked over his shoulder and their faces were a poem.

-Julian, did you bring what we bought,” he said in a mischievous voice.

The omega nodded with a slight blush. Even though his clothes were more demure than Aidan’s, they still showed too much skin for his taste and knowing Madox he was sure they would last on his body so little that they would only be an ephemeral memory. They both returned with the alphas and sat next to them but didn’t answer any of their questions despite their insistence.

By the time the plane took off Aidan was sitting quietly in his seat enjoying something on Dominic’s cell phone, his had run out of battery. Instead, he was reading a book he had brought with him. The tension between them had lessened and the atmosphere was easier. The alpha didn’t know what they had talked about but whatever it was helped his omega.

Julian had settled in next to Madox and dropped his head on his shoulder. He hadn’t let him sleep at night so he was exhausted. Madox stroked his head tangling his fingers in the reddish hair trying not to touch the scar. The omega, though he hadn’t complained had caught him rubbing the mark several times during the day. It concealed well in front of him but he had even checked the scar and it was slightly inflamed.

There were no abnormalities in the results after giving him a thorough study, just an unusual increase in his pheromones, but nothing more. Madox wasn’t stupid, he hadn’t spent so many years specializing for the sake of it. She was concerned about his situation, for the time being she would observe her during her stay in Hawaii.