I'm Not Yours, Alpha
I’m Not Yours, Alpha – Chapter 33

Dominic buried his head in his hands while Madox was inside the small 24-hour shop buying a few things. Never in his life had he lost control in such a beastly way and it felt so strange if not repulsive. That’s what he was. An alpha. He had held back so much over the last few years that he had exploded at being touched by his omega.

Wounded fingers tightened on his hair. He barely remembered what he had done inside the warehouse. He knew he had enjoyed beating the bastard who dared touch his mate but the manner in which he did it was something that in his mind did not project.

He raised his head as the other alpha returned to the car and sat down looking for something inside the bag.

-Let’s see, give me your hands, I don’t want them to get infested and then Aidan will be more worried,” Madoz grabbed one of his hands and inspected them.

He dipped cotton wool in hydrogen peroxide and began to clean the area and then applied a cream and bandaged them.

-Change the bandage every three hours and in a few days you won’t even have scars,” he dropped the bag of stuff in his friend’s lap before starting the car.

-Madox, what’s going to happen to them,” Dominic squeezed his septum with a slight headache.

-You really want to know, won’t you feel guilty when you see your omega?

-That’s something I’ll deal with later.

-Well, suit yourself,” Madox snorted, “Hans I can assure you, those alphas would have his guts out today from raping him so much. Nicolas on the other hand took it upon himself to bring down the company where his father was so the debt accounts are sure to skyrocket.

He also arranged for a certain person to see to it that he and his family left the country, he has some amazing methods of persuasion.

Dominic imagined them in various categories, they were talking about mobsters after all.

-As for his mother, don’t worry, I don’t think he’ll rape her although I can’t say for sure, but looking at it with a positive mind she’s a beta that doesn’t attract any alpha,” he raised his shoulders to drop them later, “What I can tell you is that in two days she’ll be in a psychiatric facility where she won’t be able to leave unless she’s dead. That way you get them out of the way and you don’t have to feel guilty,” Madox seemed pleased with his explanation.

Dominic dropped into the back of the seat and sighed with his eyes closed. Natacha had done atrocities in her life and more to her own son, but that didn’t take away from the fact that she was Aidan’s mother. If she died, how would she tell her omega. At least inside that place she would no longer get in his way and would not hurt her son. As for Hans, he might as well be discarded, but if it happened, he didn’t want to be in the middle of it. He didn’t want Aidan to see him as someone aggressive who could kill anyone who interacted with him.

Madox reached under Dominic’s building and tapped him on the shoulder. The alpha had dozed off on the rest of the way back.

-Do you need a ride or can you get there on your own?

-Don’t treat me like a puppy, Madox,” Dominic shook his head and got out of the car, “And…thanks for everything.

-Whenever you want,” the alpha waited until his friend got into the elevator before driving off again.

Dominic walked into his flat and stripped off garment after garment leaving it strewn around the house until he reached the bathroom and turned the shower on the highest setting. Madox would yell at him if he saw he’d messed up the bandages but he needed to clean his filthy body. The water ran down the scarred muscles of his back, buttocks, legs and onto the floor, taking with it even a few drops of other people’s b***d. He didn’t know how long he stayed there but his eyes were closing from exhaustion. He turned off the shower, dried himself off moderately and dropped onto the bed exhausted both physically and mentally. He just wished it was the next day to go and see his omega.

Madox pressed the accelerator and ended up going around in a circle. He looked at the clock, it was close to 2: 00 in the morning and he didn’t feel like going home, if he did he would just end up lying on his huge couch with his eyes open, all night long. He also didn’t feel like calling some willing contact to spread his legs, he was too tired to have s*x. He just wanted to sleep peacefully and there was only one place where he could do that.

The mobile phone rang next to Julian’s head and he stirred in bed protesting, thinking it was the alarm. Luckily he had to get up two hours later than usual as the first shift had been cancelled due to illness, but he still thought he had slept too little. Only when he looked at the screen did he pick up the phone.

-Madox, what’s wrong?” his voice was pasty as he was still drowsy.

-My little bird, I think I woke you up.

-Don’t worry about it,” the omega sat up in bed rubbing his eyes and yawning. It wasn’t normal for him to call him at that hour and that worried him, “Did something happen to you Aidan?

-No, don’t worry puppy, I just wanted to ask you if I could stay at your house tonight. I won’t do anything, I just don’t want to be alone.

-No problem, you can come over, but is there really nothing wrong, you look so strange,” he seemed to suspect something.

-I’ll be there in ten minutes,” Madox hung up the phone and Julian stared at the screen for a few seconds wondering why the alpha wanted to come to his house right off the bat. His rut was close but he wasn’t yet at the borderline days and from the voice he’d noticed he sounded tired.

He got out of bed and looked in the wardrobe for another pillow. Then she went to the kitchen and started to heat up some hot chocolate, she didn’t know if he would want it but at least it would help him sleep better. And she ended up sitting down waiting for him.

A few minutes later she knocked softly on the door and he opened it. Madox took a step inside and instead of kissing him like she always did, she hugged him tightly, inhaling the scent located in the gland at the nape of his neck. The omega stroked his back finding several knots scattered among all the muscles something very unusual for the carefree alpha. Nor did he feel the usual dense atmosphere that always surrounded him or the pheromones he spread around his home every time he went. It was simply him.

-Madox, you look exhausted,” he whispered, closing the door.

-I just want to take a bath and sleep,” he straightened up and began to move his shoulders, trying to ease the tension in his back.

-There’s hot water, I’ll bring you some chocolate and give you a massage so you can sleep well,” Julian took him by the arm and led him to the bathroom.

The alpha before entering turned and grabbed his chin giving him a quick k**s on the lips.

-You’re the best, my little bird. I’m sorry if I woke you up when you have to get up so early,” he said.

-Don’t worry, I don’t have the first shift,” Julian handed him a towel, “I can be a little later.

-Really?” the alpha hesitated but then went inside.

He didn’t care much about the state of the women or if they were busy as long as they were attending to him, but as delicate as Julian was he was worried that he might melt out of his hands if he abused him. Of course all this went to hell every time the omega went into heat and he had to use all his energy to satisfy him and spare him the agony of the pain of that cycle.

Julian left the cup on the bedside table under the lamp and reached for some light cream as he heard him leave. It had been a quick bath and his hair was still wet. The alpha walked with only one towel around his narrow, hard waist and another drying his hair which curled slightly from the rubbing giving him a more exotic, carefree look. She grabbed the cup Julian handed her and drank the entire contents in one go.

The thick liquid went down his throat relieving his thirst and having an immediate calming effect. It was delicious and he licked his lips, not letting a drop escape.

-I could go to sleep with a glass of this every day,” he said unconsciously handing the cup back to Julian and Julian tensed but hid the feeling that ran through him.

He knew that was just l*p service like a lot of what Madox said to get in good with whoever he slept with. That was who he was and no one was going to change that.

-Here, let me help you with your back,” he smiled slightly at her.

The alpha removed his towel and lay on his stomach completely naked, resting his head on Julian’s pillow with his eyes closed. He let out a sigh of relief as he buried himself in the young man’s pheromones, scattered across the bed. Another time they would turn him on, now they relaxed and enveloped him, caressing every inch of his skin. God, that felt good. He wasn’t one to relax with just anything, but his little bird had a special magic to soothe his animal side.

-I’m all yours puppy, do what you want with me,” she smiled weakly, opening one of her orbs and looking at him with a certain glow that gave an invitation to anything.

Because that night Madox couldn’t help the fact that he wanted Julian to touch him… and badly.