Her Destined Alpha
Chapter 87

RAIHANA

The b***d moon… My heart had been pounding since morning and I was terrified, scared of a million things.

Night had fallen, Mom was now working on my hair. I had done my own make-up and, despite feeling like a mess inside, I remained as composed as I could.

Delsanra didn’t leave my side all day and I appreciated it. Even when I had my henna done the night before, I couldn’t think of anything but Chris.

I hadn’t seen him for the last few days and I missed him. I hated that he was telling me to wait. Didn’t my love mean anything to him? I now looked at the black stain of my henna as it weaved up my arms… my eyes landing on the small name I had told the lady to add.”

CHRIS’ I had already made my decision.

“Raihana..” Mom said with concern.

I looked up.

“Hmm?”

“Are you alright?” She asked softly.

I placed my hand on top of hers on my shoulder and nodded. I was glad I had her back; I won’t ever forget the night I came home. She had apologised, broken down, and begged for forgiveness.

“I’m fine.” I said, my heart thudding.

“You don’t need to go if you do not wish to.” She said softly.

I looked up at her and I knew she knew why.. Delsanra stood next to us, removing my earrings from the box.

“I need to.” I said.

He had said just one b***d moon..

“Ok.” Mom said softly as she applied some hair spray to my hair.

I breathed heavily, standing up, looking in the miror. I looked like a bride or a princess. I smiled. Perfect, because this was my last b***d moon.

“You look beautiful.” Delsanra said, Mom nodded her agreement.

“This is it, isn’t it?” She said softly.

I nodded, slipping on my embellished heels.

“I know what I want, and I will get it.”

“That’s my girl.” Dad said from the door, my heart skipped a beat seeing both he and Rayhan standing there.

When had they arrived? Rayhan was smirking, and Dad was smiling warmly. Did they all know? I frowned at Rayhan, who raised his hands defensively.

“I said nothing.”

“Now you did.” Delsanra said disapprovingly.

I smiled watching Rayhan’s eyes run over her, the love and desire in his eyes so strong… I wanted a love like that, like Dad and Mom’s, like Uncle’s and Kiara’s.

I wanted him.

“Well, time to get dressed.” Delsanra said, picking up my dress as I put on the earrings she had passed me.

I took a shuddering breath. Taking the dress from her, I walked to the bathroom, my heart pounding with every step I took.

“She’s going to be ok.” Mom whispered as if I couldn’t hear.

I smiled though, she wasn’t mind linking because of Del, I loved that.

I shut the bathroom door behind me, and I leant against it, the coolness of the wood pleasant against my silk gown as I took a deep breath. Fear had begun to plague me, and all I could think of was Chris.

What if he somehow came to the ball? What if he found his mate? What if..

Stop it Ri!

My wolf’s restlessness wasn’t helping either.

Ok, I got this. Deep breaths and focus!

I slid my nightgown off and looked in the large mirror opposite. My entire body glowed with shimmer, I wore a lacy nude strapless bodysuit as my lace dress was sheer, my arms and hands were covered in a henna tattoo and my nails were fresh nude acrylics with a glitter tip.

My eyes were smoky and alluring with winged liner, my l!ps were painted a gorgeous brown nvde and my highlighter popped perfectly. Diamond studs were in my additional ear piercings, with large statement earrings in my front piercings.

My haiI was in a quiff with a fringe, and the rest was styled into lush curls and pinned to perfection.

My hands trembled ever so slightly as I unzipped the dress. It was stunning in a champagne colour, the entire dress was made with embroidery on a luxurious net with some beads detailing. Thin straps and a dipping sweetheart neckline completed it. It was figure- hugging and trailed to the ground. There were tulle layers on the right side of the dress, along with a th!gh- high slit.

I slipped it on, my hands shaking when there was a light tap on the door.

“Come in.” I said, the door opened and Del slipped in.

“I thought you might need some help.” She said, I smiled slightly.

“Yeah.” I said, unable to even string two words together.

She walked over to me, slipping the zip up. Mom and Dad were going to the ball, but Delsanra and Rayhan weren’t. Although she had asked me if I wanted her there, I told her to enjoy the time with Rayhan.

He had been busy too, their extensive research on trying to crack down on the witch hunter was taking up a lot of his time. Tonight, I heard they were going to watch a movie, but I doubt there’d be much movie watching.

I’ll be awaiting the good news tomorrow.” She said softly.

I nodded. Good news…

Chris..

An hour had passed, and I was now arm in arm with Dad, Mom on his other side as we reached the venue where the mating ball would be hosted. Dad looked handsome in black, and Mom, as always, looked gorgeous. Tonight she was in a deep maroon gown, her hair up in an elegant bun. My beautiful parents, the perfect couple.

I looked at the shimmering lights of the venue. With each step, my heart was twisting. I wanted to turn back, turn away, We walked up the shimmering marble steps, the guards that flanked the doors bowed their heads and music filled my ears, but I couldn’t do it.

“Raihana..” Dad said softly, I looked at him, realising I had stopped. My ch3st was heaving and I shook my head.

” I don’t want anyone else.” I whispered, my eyes blurring with tears.

Mom and Dad exchanged looks before they smiled at me.

“Above all, what matters is what is inside… If it’s Chris, then go to him.” Dad said.

I smiled, I didn’t need to say anything for my parents to know.

“Thank you, Dad.”I said softly.

Mom care*ssed my cheek.

“He’s a good kid.” She said as I leant into her touch.

Dad leant over, kissing my forehead.

“Whatever you decide, we will support your decision.”

He said softly.

I looked up at him. How could a girl be so lucky to have an angel for a father? I hugged him tightly, trying not to. “I love you, Dad.”

“I love you too, princess, I always will.” He said, smiling warmly.

I nodded, brushing away my tears before I spun around, lifting my dress as I ran down the stairs.

I’m sorry, Chris, but I don’t need to see my mate to know I want you..

I’m coming…

I ran as fast as I could, getting into the car that drove us here.

“Back to the pack.” I said breathlessly, slamming the door shut behind me, startling the driver.

Cole, Dad’s driver smiled and nodded, despite being alarmed by my abrupt entrance.

“Yes, miss Ri.”

My heart was thumping as he drove us back.

The fifteen-minute drive was driving me crazy. The moment I saw the trees signaling we were close, I took a deep breath.

‘Chris?’ I called through the link.

Ri’

His voice sounded almost afraid, as if I was going to tell him something he didn’t want to hear.

I’m sorry-

Hey, it’s ok, I’m happy for you.

‘F**k you. Do I mean so little to you? I’m sorry because I am breaking our agreement. I’m not going to that ball, I want you, Chris. F**k. I’m admitting this, and I swear if you turn me down I’m going to f*****g castrate you. If I can’t have you, no one can.’

His weak chuckle came through the link, but I could feel his relief. Was this his test to prove that I really loved him?

Ri, are you sure? Because if you make this choice, there’s no turning back, I want you forever.’

His words made my stomach erupt with butterflies.

‘And I want to be with you forever.’ I whispered.

“Stop the car!” I said, making Cole break sharply.”

Thank you!’ I said opening the door as I got out quickly.

“Princess!”

“I’m ok!”

‘Ri..

I promise. Every b***d moon, let’s hole up, away from the world. We can binge-watch N*****x, anything you want, we’ll stay inside… together. Forever. I promise I”ll always be there.’ I whispered through the link as I ran towards his house. My heart was thundering as I saw the lights were on.

‘Forever is a long time princess.”‘

Do you want forever?’ I asked as I ran through the gates, sliding between his two cars and reaching the door.

I want more, then forever.’ Came his reply, sending my heart pounding even faster, just as I knocked on the door.

‘Good, because so do I’I whispered back, my heart aching. I wanted him, so much.

The door opened to reveal a shirtless Chris and I froze.

He was in nothing but a pair of blue jeans, a glass of alcohol in his hands, his hair a sexy mess and his sharp, gorgeous green eyes that ran over me, blazing gold before he stared into mine.

But it was not his killer looks that had rendered me speechless. It was the mind-blowing scent that enveloped me completely. Spice, winter snow and that sedvctive undertone that was making me dizzy.

His eyes widened in shock as we stood there frozen.

My mate. He’s my mate.